i am so easily amused. and easily confused. i could sum that all up in one word: blonde. ha! i crack me up.

actually, this is not the first time it’s happened to me, but it is the first time in a long time. it happens on a regular basis to other girls (namely more popular webcam personas or celebrities or models or whatever), much moreso than it’s ever happened to me. but regardless of who it happens to, and with what frequency, i don’t understand why it happens.

which is why i want to ask all of you–since you might have some ideas to offer on the subject–what the hell possesses a person to pretend they’re someone they’re not?

if you’re confused as to what i’m talking about, let me briefly explain.

i have pictures on the internet, on my website, along with a description of myself, what i like in a mate, and all that other personal-page crap. pretty much the same thing every other girl (and guy?) has on her (his?) site, more or less. call me average. i am not exactly a celebrity. 😛 i don’t really warrant fanatics or psychotic people who stalk me. i can’t even spell for christs sake; in other words, i’m really not that special! honest!

but yesterday someone IMed me with this link: FTJ profile

guess whose pictures those are? yeahp, mine. guess who’s description of self that is? yeahp, mine, as worded ‘exactly’ on my website. did i create that profile?

…is my name laura?

ehh.., no.

i guess the expected reaction to learning someone was trying to *be* you would be annoyance? aggrivation? but i’m not annoyed. confused, a little bit, but not annoyed. mostly i’m just amused. i cracked up when i first saw that. i mean, isn’t it cute? someone wants to be me! (why????) not just look like me, but have my personality as well! (again, i ask why???) i think i find this so amusing because i don’t exactly see myself as the sort of person people are dying to be. like i said, i’m pretty average. i guess you could consider it flattery, though it’s not exactly an entire fansite or anything (*cough*justinyoustudyou*cough*), but it is someone who i guess thought me worth embodying?? as literally as digitally allowed?

but what really bothers me is i don’t understand WHY? what’s the point? pretend you’re someone you’re not so guys may take interest in “you” to talk to you…? but you can’t get any further than that because it’s not really YOU you advertised in the first place. i just dont get it. where does that get you? make a fake profile in hopes the real person will see it so you can get a rise out of them? but then not tell them about it, rendering any attempts at spiting a person useless. ok so i’m pretty sure ‘laura’ doesn’t want to piss me off, because if she did she would have made the profile obvious to me somehow, and if she did want to piss me off, too bad cuz she really just gave me a good laugh. so if not to piss me off, and if it makes no sense to try to get other people to talk to you (seeing as though you can’t get any farther than that), then why do it?????????

someone tell me please before i go nuts! .. or before i’m forced to ramble more! both, equally scary sights.

actually.. maybe she just wanted to make me feel hot. im, err laura’s.. er, i’m already listed as like #129 — almost the top 100 hahaha. blah.

i hate face the jury.