I just want to stress…

…that i’m slowing trying to cope with reality through humor.

What happened between me and her is certainly no laughing matter. And i really don’t find it funny at all when people take cracks at it. And i’ve been deleting (and will be deleting) any bad taste comments.

What? It’s my site and i can do whatever i want. If you don’t like it, go make your own fucking site.


Although the post below this one may seem as if i’m totally okay with (Lizzie and me) making fun of the whole situation (the break up), it’s not the situation that’s actually being made fun of.

Lizzie was making fun of the way that i keep blaming myself and the way i whine about things to her on the phone. I keep repeating the same things over and over. We’re NOT making fun of the break up. We’re making fun of the way i’ve been acting.

(I’ve been acting stupid).

I just thought i’d throw in a little context for the post because it’s a little in-jokey.

I don’t want Zoe to think that i don’t care about things and that i just find this whole break up thing funny. Because it hasn’t been.

But i’m gonna need to dull the hurt and pain by looking at the lighter side of things.

49 thoughts on “I just want to stress…

  1. (I’ve been acting stupid).

    excellent!! progress!! you’ve been acting stupid… but you are not stupid. yay.

    and i’m sorry if my golden post is causing you more drama. i just want to point out that i todl you so!!

    ::spits out tongue::

    #1 | Comment by lizzie — March 27, 2003 @ 1:09 am

  2. it’s your fault! i told you to put more context into it! now she thinks i find everything funny =(

    #2 | Comment by Justin — March 27, 2003 @ 1:12 am

  3. it is not my fault!! (but good for not blaming yourself!) and if she weren’t so focused on finding more reasons to get mad at you… she would have actually read the post and realized that the rules are no laughing matter. they are good fucking rules.


    #3 | Comment by lizzie — March 27, 2003 @ 1:14 am

  4. they all only apply to me though.

    but don’t worry. i won’t be like that again.

    #4 | Comment by Justin — March 27, 2003 @ 1:25 am

  5. doh. i said dont post that.

    #5 | Comment by Susan — March 27, 2003 @ 1:35 am

  6. but it helps me be happeh

    #6 | Comment by Justin — March 27, 2003 @ 1:50 am

  7. can we’ve more sex pics/videos please?

    #7 | Comment by beng — March 27, 2003 @ 3:46 am

  8. "But yeah, it was nice. I don’t get to see her very often. Only every coupla months or so. Long distance relationships are teh suck. But we’ve been together for almost a year and three months now. My longest relationship (with my 2nd ex) lasted a year and three months. My second longest (with my 8th ex) lasted about a year and two months (i think). I might actually break my own personal record this time. Huzzah!

    Unless of course if we end up breaking up with her before April 13th. =\

    Knowing my luck, it probably might end up happening. *knock on wood*"

    I have to honestly say, I’ve never believed in jinxes before this. Man, you’ve gone and done…I’m a believer…

    #8 | Comment by Bubba — March 27, 2003 @ 4:02 am

  9. that’s what i told Lizzie on the phone.

    #9 | Comment by Justin — March 27, 2003 @ 4:03 am

  10. grrrr…. somebody is using my name again… whoever you are get a life… get a name

    #10 | Comment by beng — March 27, 2003 @ 4:17 am

  11. Nobody ever uses MY name 🙁

    Even if someone did, it would probably be Bubba and the post would consist of:
    "I am gay. I Like Justin. I have a small penis."

    Why don’t anyone copy me?

    #11 | Comment by Kingolf — March 27, 2003 @ 6:33 am

  12. you know, I’ve said pretty much nothing but ‘eh shit happens’. What else is there to say? We all go through this shit, so we all feel for you. In fact I’d say this site is just a little bit cooler, just cause there’s another example that we all have a rather similar existence. I hope it gets better man, and it will…over time.

    #12 | Comment by charles — March 27, 2003 @ 6:40 am

  13. Don’t worry Golf, I’d never post under your name…I might make you seem funny or smart. I wouldn’t want to do that now would I?

    #13 | Comment by Bubba — March 27, 2003 @ 7:55 am

  14. I am gay. I Like Justin. I have a small penis.

    #14 | Comment by Kingolf — March 27, 2003 @ 9:15 am

  15. Good to see you taking some time to step back and separate the forest from the trees…
    Now turn off "Titanic" and go run, jog do something. Your going to think about it no matter what, so fight it rather than give in.
    Fight for your confidence, you lost it, now go get it back.

    #15 | Comment by Terence — March 27, 2003 @ 10:03 am

  16. Indian Proverb (dot not feather)…

    A stupid man makes a mistake over and over, never learns, that is why he’s stupid.

    A smart man makes a mistake and learns, and works to never make it again. Smart.

    A wise man sees other people make mistakes and learns from them so he never has to experience it.

    Lesson here: Don’t be a fucktard. Try to be wise,and if your lucky you might hit smart.
    Remember: what your going through everyone has gone thru. You, Me, Clinton, Abraham Lincoln, Napolean. But what dictates the outcome at this point is what you do. You can’t control how she acts or feels, but you can control how you act and feel, and the sooner you get a grip, the better your chances of moving on, or (and I shouldn’t say this) getting her back. Trust me. I have broken up a ton of times, and each time I could have or did get some post break-up lovin’ (oh boy, I really shouldn’t have said that).

    Its all in how you play the game.

    #16 | Comment by Terence — March 27, 2003 @ 10:18 am

  17. Went to see Avril live at Brixton Academy (UK) last night!!

    She rocks! Did have two scarey moments though with people getting up on stage – one guy even grabbed hold of her and started to swing her around!!!

    #17 | Comment by Carl — March 27, 2003 @ 11:22 am

  18. Pft!

    Next time, get my e-mail right.

    #18 | Comment by Kingolf — March 27, 2003 @ 12:57 pm

  19. Glad to see your page is back up. Oddly enough, I just had my heart shaken by a girl named Zoe just about the same time you did. They’re special ones aren’t they?

    #19 | Comment by Parallel — March 27, 2003 @ 1:45 pm

  20. Tis better to have loved and lost,
    than to never have loved at all.

    Love is a fleeting thing, it comes it goes, but you will never forget.

    #20 | Comment by Dave Marshak — March 27, 2003 @ 2:36 pm

  21. Oh, and in regards to the indian proverb …
    If that proverb is correct, the wise man never gets laid becaus he would observe that he who gets laid always gets screwed .. no way around it.

    #21 | Comment by Dave Marshak — March 27, 2003 @ 2:41 pm

  22. Justin,

    I just got back online… kind of. We have a temp connect per/minute. I tried sending you an email and it came back returned on my yahoo account. I’ve been in offline bliss/hell – get back to me soon, ok?

    #22 | Comment by eve — March 27, 2003 @ 4:14 pm

  23. Kingolf is gay and has a small penis

    #23 | Comment by Saddam — March 27, 2003 @ 4:33 pm

  24. EVE!!!

    #24 | Comment by Bubba — March 27, 2003 @ 4:48 pm

  25. ditto!

    #25 | Comment by grud — March 27, 2003 @ 4:51 pm

  26. EVE!!!

    #26 | Comment by Kingolf — March 27, 2003 @ 5:02 pm

  27. Sometimes the person is worth going through hell for, but the situation isn’t.

    Or something.

    #27 | Comment by Pancho — March 27, 2003 @ 5:19 pm

  28. and,


    #28 | Comment by Pancho — March 27, 2003 @ 5:19 pm

  29. i seruously thought u were talking about me…i forgot about lizzie! eep!

    sorry i wasnt online last night when you needed me 🙁 i fell asleep…<3

    #29 | Comment by liz — March 27, 2003 @ 5:23 pm

  30. LIZ!

    Haven’t heard from you in a while.


    #30 | Comment by Seriously — March 27, 2003 @ 5:57 pm

  31. suzi is amazing, what a hottie!

    #31 | Comment by uncle pauly — March 27, 2003 @ 6:10 pm

  32. actually shes pretty ugly but whatevs.

    #32 | Comment by Susan — March 27, 2003 @ 6:43 pm

  33. No, she’s not. ("Ugly.")

    #33 | Comment by thess — March 27, 2003 @ 6:51 pm

  34. like I said a million times: "YOU ARE TOO DAMN HARD ON YOURSELF!"

    #34 | Comment by stacia — March 27, 2003 @ 7:08 pm

  35. If I were you I would stop talking about the breakup completely. I know I always regret saying stupid shit when a relationship ends. Not that you have said stupid shit, but something could slip out while you’re under stress.

    #35 | Comment by Onan — March 27, 2003 @ 7:17 pm

  36. i wouldnt mind being too damn hard for stacia… she rocks

    #36 | Comment by beng — March 27, 2003 @ 8:27 pm

  37. Susan, you are NOT ugly at all. You’re being silly.

    #37 | Comment by grud — March 28, 2003 @ 5:48 am

  38. Oh, please. Can we talk ANYTHING else?

    #38 | Comment by RedEye — March 28, 2003 @ 9:46 am

  39. then talk about something else, PLEASE.

    #39 | Comment by Susan — March 28, 2003 @ 10:37 am

  40. A new topic eh… sounds like a job for… well for me … lets see..

    Legalized prostitution..

    Pros: Benifits for hookers, gov’t gets richer, controlled environments, safer sex, horney ugly men don’t have to skulk around in shame.

    Cons: gov’t gets richer, pimps are out of good high paying jobs (damn the man anyways), you don’t get to watch people having paid sex in back alleys and grave yards anymore.

    I can’t decide… would the quality of whores go down? Would cost go up? What about the taxes?

    I think I need a trip to Amsterdam to research the topic more.

    #40 | Comment by Dave Marshak — March 28, 2003 @ 10:49 am

  41. "would the…whores go down?"

    if they want their money they will…

    #41 | Comment by Chris — March 28, 2003 @ 12:16 pm

  42. when demand goes up… yer mom goes down.

    #42 | Comment by lizzie — March 28, 2003 @ 1:37 pm

  43. i agree with uncle pauly further up, suzi is teh hot in that pic 😀

    #43 | Comment by MyKe — March 28, 2003 @ 2:17 pm

  44. Of course the whore would go down, a whore is useless if she won’t go down… and for you women and men who wish they were women, I assume a male whore is useless if HE won’t go down either.. They should also be able to put their legs behind their heads, I am not too sure how usefull this is, but it is fun to watch.

    #44 | Comment by Dave Marshak — March 28, 2003 @ 3:03 pm

  45. Marshak, unquestionably, if prostitution was legalized in more states, the quality of whores (who prefer to be called "Sex workers" or "Adult Entertainers") would go up. Marketplace competition would cull out the ugly, burned out, drugged out, wrinkled entertainer, and it would favor the young, nubile, fresh whore (I mean entertainer). It would also cull out the rip offs. Those who could not perform well and who are ugly would get no business. You could even have a rating system. Government regulation would mean no organized crime ties, no drug use, and would help reduce STD’s and HIV/AIDS through testing and education. Dude, I think you found your calling life. You need to be a lobbyist. Or, you need to move to Nevada.

    #45 | Comment by grud — March 28, 2003 @ 4:20 pm

  46. Oh, and Susan, you’re not ugly. Stop thinking that.

    I just had to throw that in.

    #46 | Comment by grud — March 28, 2003 @ 4:21 pm

  47. grud… you make some good points… I see more pro’s than cons… I still wouldn’t wax my candle in one of em, but damn it, I want a peice of that legalized action.. money making heaven… I need to become a congresman

    #47 | Comment by Dave Marshak — March 28, 2003 @ 6:57 pm

  48. I’m not going to be obvious about this, but yes, Suzi is a pretty girl, and she cares about Justin.

    If there were more Suzi’s in the world, everyone would live happily ever after.

    #48 | Comment by hippie — March 29, 2003 @ 4:02 am

  49. those two blobs by his names are hearts! D:

    #49 | Comment by Susan — March 29, 2003 @ 12:49 pm

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