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Shootin the shit with an AK-47 - 4:44pm@ August 31 2000
On impulse, i called up Rod and we talked for a bit. I found out earlier before that he's coming down to 'hicksville' (where i'm at) from the city (where he lives) for the weekend so we made some plans to meet up before i leave. So yeah, gotta meet up with him. And this time, IT WILL HAPPEN DAMMIT!. Unlike all my plans which didn't happen for the past 2 (two) days. Anyway, he told me something quite disturbing. His dad just got back from Cambodia and was telling Rod about how for $15, you can get to fire an AK-47 machine gun. Extra clips cost 25 cents i'm told. You get to shoot a cow too. Yeah. You heard me. For $15, you get to shoot a cow with an AK-47 at 25 cents a clip. Or something like that. I have bad memory.

Unfortunately his dad didn't try giving the whole thing a shot. (No pun intended)

Sniff - 4:07pm@ August 31 2000
I'm slightly sick and i have a case of the sniffles.

Click here for Trish Stratus in a wet T-Shirt - 3:58pm@ August 31 2000
Conniving, insidious, and all around plain nasty - no, i'm not talking about a mullet. What am i talking about? Nothing really. I just wanted to do that mullet joke. Anyway, i didn't do much today so far. I'm thinkin' of going to town later though. Probably to buy more Dreamcast games. I think i have 16 games so far. And i've only had my Dreamcast for about...what? a week and a half? I dunno if that's good or not but i know it's not as good as my 300+ Playstation game collection. Anyway, i talked to Scab on AIM just a few minutes ago. He seems cool enough. He even knows where the hell Brunei is (Don't click on that. It's a horrible website). Brunei is where i'm living in at the moment. So actually knowing about Brunei a bit earns him even more brownie points. Anyway, you should go visit his site. So go. Go right now even. I've added him to my links. I've also thrown out some links that i don't wanna link to too. I want a webcam. A good webcam costs about $200+ here. I'll probably get a cheaper one once i leave for Malaysia this Saturday. I just really really hope that i can get access to the internet as soon as possible once i'm there so i can post daily. (For the uninitiated, i'm leaving for KL in Malaysia to do University at Sunway College doing the Western Michigan University twinning programme. I'll be in KL for 2 years and in Michigan for another 2 years) Anyway, i can't stress enough that i don't know how long i'll be WITHOUT internet access while i'm there. So yeah, this site's gonna be on hiatus for a while starting this Saturday afternoon.

*Cry*

Visit Scab dammit. Like now.

Introspective - 1:12pm@ August 31 2000
Here i am sitting in front of my PC waiting for my mom to finish cooking lunch while i occasionally look outside the window. I see a coconut tree that's right next to my driveway. It's at least 3 stories high. I kid you not. I look around on the desk that's in front of me. What do i see? I see a scanner, a four point surround sound set of speakers, a floppy disk, a calculator, a joypad, some pens, my mobile phone, a microphone, a zip disk and a box. It says HAND CUT LEAD BOHEMIA CRYSTAL on the box. It must be my mom's. Oh and of course, there's also a Microsoft IntelliEye mouse on the desk too. As i'm writing this, i ponder about what will happen to this site when i leave for University in Malaysia this Saturday. I won't have access to the internet to update my site straight away so this site's gonna be dead for a while. Not too long i hope. Hopefully my dad'll get me a laptop. Or hopefully there's a cybercafe somewhere nearby my campus or something like that. I'll be staying at the crusty dorm for about a month or so. Then i'll be moving into a Condominium. The sooner the better i hope. I'm staring at that coconut tree again now. And i'm also thinking about my girlfriend who's in Australia right now. I was chatting to Thess just now. She has a webcam. I don't. She's also got like a million posters in her room. Cool ones too. I've only got the huge movie posters in mine. Old ones too. There's Speed 2, Men In Black, The Lost World, Boogie Nights, Jackie Brown, L.A. Confidential, Batman And Robin, Street Fighter 2 Animated Movie and James Bond You Only Live Twice. I have one of The Matrix. It's on the floor somewhere. Amongst all my videogame magazines. You can tell i love movies. I think i have one magazine with a Resident Evil Code: Veronica walkthrough open just right next to my Dreamcast. You can tell what game i'm currently playing right now. My room's in a mess. I haven't packed up any of my stuff to bring with me to Uni yet. Gotta do it tonight.

Oh...lunch is ready.

Noooooooo! - 11:30am@ August 31 2000
You might be wondering again what i'm doing posting right now when i'm supposed to be in the city with my dad. Well...turns out that I'M SICK. I think i'm coming down with the Flu or something. So my dad told me not to go with him. Know what that means? That means i WON'T be able to visit school, i WON'T be able to see my friends, i WON'T be able to see Jeanne one last time and i WON'T be getting that photo that she was gonna give to me.

*Cry*

Wednesday, August 30, 2000

Not again - 9:05pm@ August 30 2000
Fuck, i really REALLY have a bad headache. Maybe it's because of that stupid worthless trip (except for the 2 games i bought) or maybe because i've been watching this wet T-shirt video of Trish Stratus of WWF fame too many times.

Yeah, you're right. It must be because of that damn road trip. And guess what kiddies? I get to do the EXACT same thing again tomorrow! Oh joy.

WWF - 4:45pm@ August 30 2000
How would you like to see Stephanie MacMahon in a way you'd never thought you'd see her in?

Hairy - 3:56pm@ August 30 2000
But hey, at least something good came out of today's adventure.. I made my dad stop by a videogame shop and i bought 2 Dreamcast games. Haha. I bought Power Stone (i know Power Stone 2 is out already but i read that it doesn't hold a candle to the majesty that is Power Stone 1) and i got Tokyo Xtreme Racer 2. Sweet. Oh by the way, if you'd like to see some really hairy women, direct your mouse cursor over this link here and click on it.

Promise - 3:49pm@ August 30 2000
Tomorrow, i WILL try my VERY best to somehow visit my school ONE LAST TIME DURING LUNCH. I fuckin' promise! I promise i'll try, i promise i'll try, i promise i'll try........

Boo fucking hoo - 3:38pm@ August 30 2000
What the fuck am i doing posting when i'm not even supposed to be here? Well, i'm back home that's why. My plans for a night in the city went down the proverbial shitter because we still had some unfinished business concerning my leaving for University. Apparently there where still a few more forms to fill out that we didn't have so me and my dad (who has the patience of a fly on ecstacy) had to go to the court (yeah..as in judges and shit) and get some stupid form. Some declaration of shit or something like that. And then we had to go to the bank. And the shitty thing is...i didn't even HAVE to go with him to those places! ARGGGGHHHHH!!! I'm so pissed right now. Not only did i not get a change to visit school for one last time, i didn't get to hang out with Rod! Something that i was planning on doing today! For the last time! Shit mannnnn. I feel like crying.

*Cry*

More crapidity - 6:42am@ August 30 2000
And you know what sucks even more?? The fact that i *may* NOT be able to drop by my ex-school today. Why? Because my dad has to meet up with my uncle to discuss some business type stuff and i *may* not be able to make it to school because it's pretty out of the way and time isn't on my side. This is the part where i go: "Nooooooo!!!". Shit. I kinda promised Jeanne that i'd come on Tuesday (which i didn't) and then i promised her that i'd come on Wednesday (which i might not be able to do) so this really sucks big time. Ruins my credibility. Blah. And due to this, not only won't i able to see her and my friends one last-ish time, but i also won't be able to pick up that photo of Jeanne that she's gonna give to me which i've been pestering her about for the past month or two! This is the part where i go: "Nooooooo!!!" again. Oh well, i guess i'll just have to improvise somehow....that is *if* i won't be able to make it to school. Man, why is time so cruel to me? Hmmm....my finger nails are kinda long. I need to trim them. They keep hitting the keys on the keyboard and making annoying clicky sounds. I'm one unkempt mofo i tell you.

Crapidity - 6:20am@ August 30 2000
Yes, i made up that word. Anyway, argh. This sucks. Not only did i have to get up waaaaay early today, but i'm gonna have to be going to the city with my dad and not with a hot chick (Shawn's ex-girlfriend). Damn. Anyway, a slight change in plans for everything. I've decided to stay over in the city....somewhere...just for a night. I'll be back tomorrow though. I'm thinking of staying over at Rod's place. Or somewhere. I dunno. If all else fails, i'll just make my way to the Airport and camp out there like i did before and just sleep in the departure hall. Heh. I'm bringing my Dreamcast. Whoopie. Show-off time.

Tuesday, August 29, 2000

Choices - 7:40pm@ August 29 2000
My right hand hurts. No i haven't been jerking off or anything. I've spent the last 2 hours playing Sword Of The Berserk: Guts' Rage. I've bashing away at those Dreamcast joypad buttons so many times, i feel like my thumb's gonna fall off. Today's been a pretty boring day. I'm off to the city tomorrow to go to the Ministry Of Education. Just for a day. I'll probably be going with my dad. Shawn's ex-girlfriend's going there too tomorrow. What a coincidence. She kinda offered me to go with her. So hmmm...should i go with my dad or should i go with a hot chick? Choices choices.....

Bored - 5:10pm@ August 29 2000
God why is today such a boring day? Not even chatting with Shawn's ex-girlfriend on IRC (which i've just been doing) can salvage this horrendously bore inducing day. I swear, if this day can get even more boring that it already is, i'll start camping out in the clock tower in town and start sniping people with my air gun rifle thing.

Now if only i had an air gun rifle thing. Shit.

Yup - 12:27pm@ August 29 2000
What Bence said:

What you need to make a good page: - Bence@ 7:52 AM EST 08/27/00

1 - a lot of free time
2 - a really bad social life
3 - good writing skills (don't even start a page unless you got A's in highschool english)
4 - dedication (if you only want hits, please don't make a page cause it will suck and you'll quit it in a week)

I think that pretty much sums me up.

Wow - 12:06pm@ August 29 2000
Hey! For once my ICQ online indicator thing is working!

Correction - 12:05pm@ August 29 2000
Eheheheh...um...i kinda made a slight mistake when i said that i was gonna drop by into school again today. Turns out that it's happen on WEDNESDAY (tomorrow) and not today (Tuesday). So sorry about that to those of you who were expecting me to magically appear in school during lunch time today(i.e. Jeanne etc etc). Anyway, yeah, i'll be in school tomorrow. Not today. Somehow i thought yesterday was Tuesday for some odd reason. Blah.

Monday, August 28, 2000

ICQ/AIM fun - 7:30pm@ August 28 2000
I feel like posting a few chat logs. Here's a few snippets of AIM with TheNekkidGnome. This one's mainly about breasts. Mostly because it's my 'Thought of the day' (for the past 4 days i think. Haha. Oxymoron). Neech.

TheNekkidGnome: you like breasts??
psykotik2k: don't you?
psykotik2k: hmm..i gotta change that later
TheNekkidGnome: HELL YEAH!!!

It's goes on for a bit.

psykotik2k: been to http://ilovebacon.com/women?
TheNekkidGnome: no
psykotik2k: it's ....interesting
TheNekkidGnome: yeah
TheNekkidGnome: ahhh...this girl...her boobs...BOUNCING!!!
psykotik2k: i know..great isnt it?
TheNekkidGnome: they fuckin slap her in the face
psykotik2k: haha..i know..i downloaded that
TheNekkidGnome: i love this site!!!
TheNekkidGnome: so.... many.... boobs.... bouncing.... cant.... stop.... staring... ahhh.... must... quit... staring...........
TheNekkidGnome: *prys eyes off screen*
psykotik2k: there's this one with a girl running topless on a beach.
TheNekkidGnome: there is like 6 of them
psykotik2k: her boobs are so big and they like...bounce every which way possible
TheNekkidGnome: ha

Okay. I think that's enough of breasts. It's pretty ironic that i'm posting all of this up considering i did a post about perverts earlier today. =] Anyway, Jeanne was online today. Her PC's been broke for a while. It just started to work today. I haven't done any 'Jeanne-isms' in a while. Here's my ICQ chat log with her.

Jeanne: Hey!!
Me: how's it goin? got your pc fixed?
Jeanne: YEAH!!!! i'm so happy, it just started working today.......aaaahhh!!! so, how are you?!
Me: i'm fine..just got back from town..had a haircut =] you?
Jeanne: ehehe, how does your hair look? i'm alright, don't like jis any more tho. well, i like the ppl but i dont really like the teachers, i really wish i was back at isb. i'll stop my moaning and groaning. i had a fun weekend, went to asma and got pretty pissed....had to miss skool today! hahaha.......
Me: heheh...rough night eh? you've only been in school for what.... 6 weeks? and already you hate it? wow. my hair? it looks surprisingly okay for once.
Me: did you get my email?
Jeanne: yeah! i did. sorry for being a bum and not replying sooner. when are you going to malaysia?
Me: it's okay...no worries =]
Me: i'm leaving this sept 2nd...this saturday to be exact...i dont think i'll be able to see you all before i leave =/
Jeanne: fuck! thanks a lot for telling me!
Me: i did tell you! didn't i?? =/
Jeanne: NO!!!!! oh, JUSTIN!!!! how could YOU?!?!?!
Me: you did know i was leaving and starting Uni this sept 5th riiiiight?
Jeanne: NO!!!!!
Me: bummer.
Me: well this is my last week here......i'll probably pop by into school tomorrow....*hopefully*
Jeanne: yeah right!
Jeanne: oh, but please come in at some point!
Me: i'll try! i'm coming down to bandar anyway...and i'll try to get an excuse to come back to school for a while to see you...all
Me: i will......try to at least
Jeanne: PUHLEEEEEEEEESE!!!!!
Me: will i get a photo of you? hehe
Jeanne: yeah....man, am i terrible or what. i WILL get a photo, i promise
Me: yay! =)
Me: i'll be sure to drop by....maybe during lunchtime or something..
Jeanne: YESSSSSSSSS!!!!!
Me: heheh...can i post this conversation on my site? hehe j/k =]
Jeanne: you can if you want

It goes on for a bit. Then, in the very end, she says:

Jeanne: okee then, bye....*huuuuggzzz*

*Sigh* I was cyber-ly hugged. Oh well. At least i'll finally get a photo of her tomorrow. Oh how i wish i could just post up her pic that i have on this site for all of you to see.

Zombie hair - 5:53pm@ August 28 2000
Believe it or not but i'm actually a bit hesitant to play Resident Evil: Code Veronica. No wait...make that a bit scared. Anyone of you who's already played any previous Resident Evils will know what i mean. It's not that i'm freaked out by it or anything, it's just that i don't wanna die while playing it (My character...not me). I hate dying and having to back track from my last save point. And besides, i just don't wanna get scared by some stupid zombies or fuckin' zombie dogs and whatnot. I mean, shit, it's only a freakin' game! But hey, if a game can bring out such emotions like fear and hesitation......it must be good. As Resident Evil Code: Veronica is.

I went into town todday. Bought 4 (four) game magazines (2 Gamefan's, 1 PC Gamer and a N64 magazine.......can you tell i'm a videogame freak?) and i had a haircut. Surprisingly, this is one of the very few times where my haircut actually came out decent looking in the end. I usually have fucked up hair. It has a life of it's own i tell you.

Perverts - 3:16pm@ August 28 2000
I often wonder about this.... Okay, whenever a guy acts a little sex crazed or stares at another girls breasts or whatever, the girl would almost always call that guy a pervert. But lets say a girl did the exact opposite and starts staring a another guys crotch or butt. Can that girl be called a pervert too? Because in all my life, i've never heard anyone call or brand a girl as being a pervert. Maybe i haven't lived long enough yet but i swear i've never heard a girl being called a pervert before. I was just wondering if anybody else has in their experience.

Downloading webpages? Why? - 3:05pm@ August 28 2000
Here's a nifty little program for you all to download. What does it do? It allows you to download webpages. Yes. Webpages. Not programs but webpages...onto your PC. It's quite easy to use. Here it is. Oh..don't forget to apply the crack. Neech.

Another day - 1:25pm@ August 28 2000
It's Monday. I just got up. I need to take a bath. I have a craving for chicken pie.

Sunday, August 27, 2000

MTV, breasts and tummies - 11:20pm@ August 27 2000
I've been watching quite a bit of MTV and Channel V these past few days catching up on all the latest videos that i may have missed out on. I saw this video by this chick called Pink. She's got pink hair and she's strangely appealing. Yet at the same time quite foul. Eww. Bottom line is..i don't like her song. I also saw the new video by the Moffatts. Good god! They've all grown facial hair! One of em even looks like a monkey now! Damned dirty ape! Bottom line is..i don't like their song. I saw Christina Aguilera's new vid. She has a funky looking THING on her belly which takes all the attention away from her breasts. Which sucks. If that damn tattoo type thing weren't there, i'd be able to stare freely at her breasts without any distractions. But as it stands, i'm inclined to stare at that THING on her belly instead whenever her video comes on. Bottom line is.. i don't like her song. Ooh and i also saw Bon Jovi's new video. It's cool. It's got like tons of cameo appearances by the likes of Ah-nuld Schwarzenneger, that Joey guy from Friends, EMILIOOOOOOO Estevez (seen A Night At The Roxbury?), Claudia Schiffer and more. It's cool. But the bottom line is..i don't like his song. Oh...i also saw an old S Club 7 song. It's got Rachel in it.

*Sigh*

Ooh..i saw my first ex girlfriend in town yesterday while i was there buying more Dreamcast games. She was driving in a car. A silver Mazda MX-5 i think. She yelled out "Hi". I was like "Oh..hey" and then i walked off. I'm not much of a people person.

Google thing - 11:07pm@ August 27 2000
Here's a screenshot of that google search result thing. The link doesn't work sometimes. Here's the link again. Look that the first search result.

Fucking dogs - 8:55pm@ August 27 2000
Daaaamn. Those fucking Resident Evil dogs scared me again. There i am playing the game walking along minding my own business and suddenly out of the darkness jumps in these two fucking hellhounds (zombie dogs actually) complete with breaking glass sounds and they start fucking biting me in the ass (not really). I literally yelped out loud....like: "Aarrhhh!!" Scared the proverbial shit outta me. This isn't the first time those damned dogs scared me. It happened in Resident Evil, Resident Evil 2, Resident Evil Nemesis and now Resident Evil Code: Veronica. See a pattern there?

Resident evil!!! - 6:00pm@ August 27 2000
Hey i just got back from that 20 km away town called Seria. Yeah my mom came back about an hour and a half ago. Anyway, i bought 3 (three) more Dreamcast games and guess fucking what? I HAVE RESIDENT EVIL CODE: VERONICA NOW! Fuck yeah!!! Oh and i also bought Jet Set Radio (which i think will be called Jet Grind Radio when it comes out in the states) and Sword Of The Berserk: Guts' Rage. I now have 14 Dreamcast games in my little collection. And how long has it been since i got my Dreamcast? A week? And 14 games already? Fucking sweet ass man.

Hey. What the hell am i even doing posting right now?? I should be downstairs playing games! Wa-fucking-hoooooo!!!

Evil - 4:06pm@ August 27 2000
Check out this cool google search result. Pay extra special attention to the search query and the first result.

Cool - 3:47pm@ August 27 2000
Thess linked to me on her links list and had this to say:

F.U.B.A.R (Introspection and frequent updates. A+)

Sexy. Anyway, here's a screenshot. I haven't taken one of these in a while. She has a sweet new layout . Go check that out.

More suckage - 3:35pm@ August 27 2000
This sucks. I'm waiting for my mom to come back from the stupid country clun that she's at right (Probably playing golf. I think she's involved in some kinda golf tournament of something) so that i can beg her to take me to Seria (a town like 20 km away) and trick her into buying me more Dreamcast games. I asked my dad to take me but he said to wait for my mom. Ngah. This sucks.

I. Want. To. Buy. More. Games.

Oh well - 1:19pm@ August 27 2000
You know what sucks? Courting a girl for 8 months and finally getting to be her boyfriend on the day before she leaves for Australia and a week before i leave for Malaysia. That sucks.

Parasite Eve 2 - 1:15pm@ August 27 2000
It's a sick digusting game with sick disgusting imagery. I love it.

Insert title here - 12:15am@ August 27 2000
I went over to Oliver's place earlier tonight. John and Kristian were there too. They were having a jam session in Oliver's music room covering songs by Pantera, System Of A Down and other stuff like that. Anyway, John and Kristian left after a bit and it was just me and Oliver. I'd brought my Dreamcast over so we played a bit of everything that i had. Oh, before i made my way to his place, i stopped over in town for a while to get more games. I bought Parasite Eve 2 for Playstation and 3 more new games for Dreamcast. I got myself Sega Rally 2, Chu Chu Rocket and this spy type rainbow six kinda game. Can't seem to remember the title. Anyway, Chu Chu Rocket sucks, that spy game sucks even more and Sega Rally 2 has the most unrealistic physics engine for a rally game. It's fast though. I still haven't got a verdict on how Parasite Eve 2 plays like. I'm gonna go look for more Dreamcast games tomorrow. I'm still looking for this one game that's been eluding my collection so far. Resident Evil Code: Veronica. But as of now, my Dreamcast game collection totals at 11 games. It still can't beat my collection of over 300+ Playstation games though. I kid you not.

Saturday, August 26, 2000

Please? - 4:03pm@ August 26 2000
May the hits keep on coming. Please.

Rejection - 1:02pm@ August 26 2000
Top 10 Rejection Lines Given By Women (and What They Really Mean)

10. I think of you as a brother.
(You remind me of that inbred banjo-playing geek in "Deliverance")

9. There's a slight difference in our ages.
(You are a jurassic geezer.)

8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way.
(You are the ugliest dork I've ever laid eyes upon.)

7. My life is too complicated right now.
(I'm waiting for a richer sugar daddy.)

6. I've got a boyfriend.
(I've got a vibrator.)

5. I don't date men where I work.
(Hey, bud, I wouldn't even date you if you were in the same solar system, much less the same building.)

4. It's not you, it's me.
(It's not me, it's you.)

3. I'm concentrating on my career.
(Even something as boring and un-fulfilling as my job is better than dating you.)

2. I'm celibate.
(One look at you and I'm ready to swear off men altogether.)

1. Let's be friends.
(I want you to stay around so I can tell you in EXCRUCIATING detail about all the other men I meet and have sex with.)

Simple - 12:30pm@ August 26 2000
Right, i've archived alot of shit into my..... archives so if you wanna read up on anything that's..... archived, go to the.....archives. Simple really.

Anyway, i've been online all morning just surfing and downloading stuff and i did my usual daily rounds of reading everyone elses sites and catching up on the stuff that i'd missed for the past week or so while i was away. It's hard to keep up with some of the e/n sites out there with all their gazillion and one posters and all. That's why i like reading Thess's and Nathan's sites. Only one person doing the posts. Like me. Thess brought up a good point about what her site was. She says it isn't e/n and that it's a journal. I think i myself have brought up this thought on my site a coupla weeks ago. I myself don't really know what this site is. Is it e/n? Is it a weblog? Is it a journal? I have no idea. But just for the sake of easy classification, i guess you could say this site is kinda e/n. Frankly i don't really care whether it is or not. I just like doing/making/maintaining websites. The one's that i've made aren't necessarily good or anything but i like doing them. Just like how i like posting on this site everyday. So call this site whatever you want. Be it e/n or a journal, i don't actually care really. But just for the ease of it (and due to my lack of knowledge on whether this site really is e/n or not), you can classify this site as e/n. Even though i'd prefer it to be more of a journal. Neech.

Anyway, that was pretty pointless. What i was really trying to get at is that this is my last week here in Brunei. By next Saturday, i'll be in Malaysia doing my University studies there at Western Michigan University at Sunway College. Sounds confusing? Yeah, i know. Basically i'm a doing a twinning programme at Sunway College in Malaysia. 2 years in Malaysia (KL) and 2 years in the US (Michigan). It's a 4 year course. Anyway, it'll probably take me a while to get settled in while i'm starting out Uni in Malaysia. I'll have to get a place to stay and i probably won't have internet access for a while. This means that this site may be on hold for a while till i can get net access over there. I'm really hoping that my dad'll get me a laptop. Preferably with a new internet account over there if possible. I doubt it'd be possible though. Unless i start begging. Which i should. So yeah, basically, i won't be able to post for a while starting next Saturday. This site will still be up and running though. Just that i won't be able to post for a while. Which sucks.

Welcome to the end of a pretty pointless post.

Fart - 9:13am@ August 26 2000
Okay, here's a little something for you to download and watch. And trust me, it IS worth downloading and watching.

Yawn - 8:52am@ August 26 2000
It's too early for me to write a decent post.

August 15 - August 25

Note:
*This is not a post. Just an explanation. Due to my infinite stupidity and carelessness, i have accidently deleted all the posts dated from August 15 - August 25. And since i didn't make any backups of the posts, there are now gone forever. I deserve a swift kick in the ass for that. Sorry.*

*What you're missing: If my memory serves me right, i spent a good part of those 2 lost weeks of posts writing about how i hated my new PC setup, how i started to love the new setup after i got a Jennifer Love Hewitt desktop pic, started talking about Jeanne some more, went to the city a coupla more times and revisited my school and shit to see all my friends. I also wrote some really good commentaries about annoying things in life like the fucked up usage of the words YOU, YOU'RE and YOUR by some people. A lot happened and i lost a lot of posts documenting all those 'happenin' events. Most of which i have no recollection of anymore unless i reread those lost posts. *sigh* There were so many good posts in those 2 weeks. So many memories lost. Damn. What a fucking waste.*

Monday, August 14, 2000

All day... - 11:26pm@ August 14 2000
I have been in front of my mother fucking PC since 1 pm. I am SO extremely tired at staring at the damn monitor. But it has to be done. I'm been tweaking and downloading and fixing up my PC all fucking day. You have NO idea how it feels like. So far (after a LOT of hard work) i've gotten everything running EXCEPT for my damn scanner cos i don't have the driver for it. Fuck. I can't STAND being in front of this PC anymore!! Arrrrrgh!! I just want everything to be like it was before!!!

Nooooooo!!!! - 5:18pm@ August 14 2000
This sucks man. My computer had to be reformatted today cos we had to reinstall Windows 98 again. Unfortunately, i don't have enough ZIP disks to backup all my shit on my PC. So i had to say goodbye to ALL of my 1GB+ worth of MP3's and ALL my porn. Boo hoo. I also forgot to backup ALL my bookmarks/favorites and everyone on my ICQ contact list is gone too. Man.....this sucks MAJOR ass. I also had to redownload several software programs like Powertweak, ICQ 2000, DNTools, MSN Messenger, download new drivers for all my hardware and shit like that. I also lost ALL my saved game files for SWAT 3, Half Life, Quake 3, Unreal Tournament, Thief 2 and a whole bunch of other stuff. THIS SUCKSSSS! Right now, my PC is without sound so i gotta reinstall my damn Sound Blaster Live sound card. Meaning i'm gonna have to take apart my PC's tower type thing, unplug the damn sound card and plug it back in again. SHIT. Anyway, for those of you who were on my ICQ contact list, could you PLEASE MESSAGE ME AT ANY TIME so that i can rerequest your authorization and add you ALL to my list again. I fucking hate having to do ALL of this rerequesting shit again. This is like the second time it's happened. Fuck.

"War. What is it good for?" - 11:05am@ August 14 2000
I went surfing around on some friends sites (Shasha's) and i saw that she's in a flame war of sorts with reignzer. I don't really know the guy (reignzer) but i have chatted with him once or twice on IRC. I think i even told him to try out making an e/n site of his own and lo and behold, he has. It's got a nice design and he's even linked me. Okay, to my own knowledge, i think i was the first one in my (ex) school to start running a true e/n site (thefatwebsite.com doesn't count). Then John and Shasha followed in my footsteps. Even Oliver and Jamie started (but has since now stopped). Now reignzer's made one (i don't know since when though). The only thing all these sites have in common is that they're all made locally in Brunei (The country i'm living in right now. Blah). I don't know if i was the one who truly started the e/n craze among Bruneian webpages here but it sure would be nice if i were (Muahahahahaaa). Anyway, Shasha did a post in Spanish. I translated it using Altavista. Heheheh. It came out all munted though. Anyway, here's a screenshot. It's in reply to reignzer's guestbook signing on her site. Blah.

URL's - 2:20am@ August 14 2000
Oh yeah, since i've moved servers (again) my URL has changed. It's now offically http://fubar.nathanism.com but you can still use http://fedup.cjb.net to get here. If you try going to my even older URL's (the netjunk.com and stas.com ones), you'll be redirected here. Just so you know. Anyway, update you bookmarks/favorites if you need to.

I'm gonna go sleep now. It's fucking 2:20am.

Learning curve - 12:52am@ August 14 2000
I still haven't gotten used to doing my updates using Wordpad and uploading shit using FTP. Not to say that i don't know how to but it's just that i'm not used to it yet. Why am i even telling you this? Blah.

Anyway, give this site a visit.

Long time... - 12:40am@ August 14 2000
While i was sending Pat and Dan to the bus station yesterday, an S CLub 7 song was on the radio. And so came up a small discussion about the S Club 7 'band'. Which brings us to Rachel. The hottest slice in the the so called 'band'. Actually 'group' is more likely a better word to categorize them in. Anyway, i've been wanting to do this for a long time:

Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel
Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel
Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel
Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel Rachel

*sigh*

Irony - 12:35am@ August 14 2000
I won't be surprised if i get lots of hits due to the long post/rant that i just did. Oh yeah, she also found it funny that i rant about shit on my site. Well that's all part of the e/n package. Ranting. It's just the way things are.

Finally - 12:24am@ August 14 2000
Damn. My dad sure took his own damn sweet time. He's been on the PC since like 3pm. He finally got off at 11:30pm. Anyway, as i was saying, yeah, i got a phone call today from Izzati and the first words she said were "You're so funny". Apparently her cousin dictated to Izzati what i wrote about her on my site (because she was too slack to go see for herself) and she thought it was funny/sad and that i was just using her as a 'marketing tool' to get hits. Haha. I don't really know whether or not i've been even 'using' her as some kind of marketing scheme to get my site more hits but i do know that i do want people to come here and read my shit. If they want to of course. I've got no control over who becomes a regular reader or not. That's their own decision. But basically, she thinks i've been using her name just to get hits. Lemme stress this point out. I'd like to think of this site as my journal. The unique (maybe not) thing about it is that it's online for the whole world to see (if they want to of course). Being a so called journal, i basically write about what happens in my so called life. I've got many friends (well..i'd like to think so anyway) so at times i might even write about them. If i just keep writing ALL about myself everyday, it'll seem like i'm full of myself (or shit as some people might like to think). And on certain unexpected occasions, a few controversies or hot stories/topics might come up. An in my case (and this sites' case), there've been 3 (three) so far that i can remember. The first being the 'Dan Bell dead horse' thing (see archives starting July 22nd), the second (and most popular) being the 'Jeanne Saga' (see archives starting July 18th) and the third most recent one being the 'Izzati/Tazio incident' (see archives starting July 31st). Now these just happen to be events that happened in my life that i write about in my journal/site. It just so happens that it's online for people to read should they want to or not. I can't help it if some posts are popular and generate hits and if some things don't. That thing that get me is that she thinks i'm an attention seeker. Now, anybody who knows me well KNOWS that i'm no attention seeker. Even when i was in school, i'm quiet and i keep to myself most of the times. I don't seek attention. I can't help it if attention seeks me. Like i said, i use this site as my journal and i can't help it if people actually visit or not visit my site. But it sure as hell isn't an attention seeking device for me. I couldn't care less WHO reads my site but i DO care whether they actually read the stuff i write and not just visit just to give that one measly hit. Confused? Me too. Haha. Anyway, that's your decision to make whether you come here to read or to hit. I just write my bullshit for my own further reference should i need it (or should anyone else for that matter) later in my life. I don't make up shit on my site and even if i do, i'll state it obviously as possible without actually giving it away that i'm just bullshitting. I can't help it if my hits fluctuate up and down during certain periods. I have my ups and downs. I admit i'm a hit whore but i'm not just ALL about the hits and this site isn't just ALL about the hits either. I want hits because that's the purpose of having websites; for people to go to. It'd be pointless to have one and not have anybody visit it. This site wasn't made just for getting hits either. It's my own version of my journal and i write in it to release any built up thoughts that i have. I don't give a rats ass who reads it or not but i can't help but wonder HOW the person found out about this site and WHY that person may want to come back. I don't care if i grab their attention or not. I'm not seeking their attention. But in the event that i do actually get their attention, i can't help but wonder HOW i did it (e.g. how, why, when, where did they find out about my site and what they think of it etc etc). Wouldn't you? Anyway, she thinks that i'm seeking attention. I say i'm not because i'd like to think that i'm not and i know i'm not. This site isn't just ALL about hits. Even though i say i'm a hit whore (Like Nathan. Haha), i do actually care about what i write. But i don't care who reads it. But in the event that they do, i'd like to know why and how. That's basically it i guess. Nope. No attention seeking here. It may SEEM like it but that's just me being 'tongue in cheek'. A little psychology working there to 'fool' the stupid people out there. And believe me, there are ALOT of stupid people out there. Not to say that i'm super smart or anything. Having a site like mine may even be stupid enough to warrant me being one of the 'stupid' people. But hey, this is my 'thing'. I like doing it. Ultimately i'm not doing it for anyone but myself. It's my journal not yours. It just so happens that this 'thing' that i'm doing is online for everyone to see. If i've contradicted myself in this post well....i'm sorry. This 'thing' i do is kinda hard to explain. And i'm really REALLY shit at explaining things. Hopefully you'll get what i mean. Well, the smart ones will anyway.

Sunday, August 13, 2000

Archived - 8:10pm@ August 13 2000
I've archived a bunch of shit from this page. You know where to find em if you wanna re-read them (for whatever reason you may have...i dunno....to catch up on the Izzati incident maybe?). I'm still moving servers. Forgive me if there are any hiccups.

Woo hoo! Right, i'm kinda in the middle of moving my site right now. I'm currently being hosted by stas.net (some free server) and i've been accepted to be hosted by Nathan on his server. So i'll be busy 'moving' my shit around for the next day or so. Won't take long. Anyway, i haven't been able to update much today because my DAD's been on the damn PC for like the whole fucking day doing his work type business thing. A few interesting things happened today. I'll probably tell you what happened later when i get the chance. I can't right now cos my dad's like...waiting for me to get off the damn PC. Dammit. Let's just say it has something to do with the 'ongoing' Izzati incident among other things. Blah. Like you'd give a damn. Host - 8:10pm@ August 13 2000

Sucks - 12:10pm@ August 13 2000
This sucks ass man. I'm losing hits by the day. Dammit. This cannot happen! I'm a hit whore! I must have my hits! Muahahhahaha.

Last night - 12:03pm@ August 13 2000
Well, Dan and Pat are on their way back to the city as i speak. Just got back from sending them off to the bus station. Haha. They both have to pay 6 (six) dollar bus fares. Haha. Anyway, after they both got back from the country club last night, we all played some Playstation games. Pat's been playing this stupid tennis game that i have the whole time he's been here. I actually contemplated on hiding that damn game. Stupid tennis. But nonetheless, he had his way for a while so we played stupid tennis. Well, Dan and him did anyway. I didn't. Hate that fucking game. One game change later and we're playing Nascar Rumble. That's the most psychotic racing game i've ever played. You genuinely felt tired after finishing one race. Good game. Of course, with Rumble being a racing game, someone's bound to be a loser and soon after stupid Pat and stupid Dan started a damn pillow fight. My whole fucking room was enshrouded in a fucking dust storm. We were all coughing and fucking sneezing that whole night. Shit. Anyway, i opened my door and hooked up my damn air cleaner/ionizer thing to let the stupid dust settle down. Assholes. Me and Pat left the room to go out side to watch movies. Dan stayed on and started playing Final Fantasy 8. Anyway, Pat and me watched Payback and Since You've Been Gone. Four (4) hours later after watching both movies, we came back into my room only to see Dan STILL on the damn Playstation playing (still) FF8. What a freak. It was already like 2am and we started playing Puzzle Fighter. Oh we also played this gun game Point Blank earlier on too. But anyway, that's enough about games. I'm left all alone now. I'm *probably* going to the city either later in the day or tomorrow. I'll *probably* be spending the night there too. Just so you know. Damn i'm bored. Chrono Cross kicks ass.

Saturday, August 12, 2000

Right... - 7:50pm@ August 12 2000
Okay i admit. I've been pretty slack at posting these past few days. But i've got company over at my place dammit! I'm busy!

Bored - 7:48pm@ August 12 2000
Watched Beyond The Mat again out of boredom. It's really THAT bad on second viewing. I'm bored. I think i'll go start playing Chrono Cross. Oh yeah. Dan Bell came down to hicksville from the big city and he's spending the night over at my place tonight. Blah.

Vocab - 2:32pm@ August 12 2000
I need to expand my vocabulary. All i can ever say is 'suck ass' and 'fuck'. Blah. Oh yeah. 'Blah' too.

Back, games and movie reviews... - 2:18pm@ August 12 2000
Just got back home and i bought three sweet ass Playstation games just now. Chrono Cross, Spiderman and Tenchu 2. Yeah baby. I couldn't be fucked playing The Legend Of Dragoon or Legend Of Mana cos they pretty much sucked ass anyway. Mana had the most shittiest user interface ever. It sucks ass. Dragoon? The battles scenes were just to fucking long to get through. Anyway, this time i'm SURE i'll be playing through Chrono Cross. Really. Heh. Anyway, Pat's gone as expected. His stuff's still here though. I think he's over at the Panaga Country Club or whatever with John. Oh yeah, me and Pat went to town yesterday and met up with John. We saw this one hot chick too. I'll talk about that later. I also bought a coupla VCD's (Hollow Man and Beyond The Mat). We went over to John's place after thhat to play a game of pool (He has a mini pool table. Blah) and right after that we went to Oliver's place to watch The Usual Suspects (I brought my laserdisc with me). Fuck that's a good movie. Yeah after that, we all went back to our homes at around 11:30pm and me and Pat just watched Hollow Man at my place. Shit man. That movie is the most enjoyable movie i've seen so far. I was like rooting for the bad guy. Like: "Yeah..! Kill her! Kill him! Touch her boob! Yeah! Yeah!! Kill em aaaallllll!!". Anyway, i enjoyed it alot but i didn't like the fact that...well...in the end... *SPOILER START*...the Hollow Man dies (But i bet you already knew that). I wanted him to win dammit! And what's worse, Elisabeth Shue's stupid boyfriend actually LIVES! I wanted him to fucking DIE! It end's real quick too. So that sucks.*END SPOILER* Oh and we watched Beyond The Mat after that. It was interesting to say the least. But overall, i think it sucked ass. It's good but it sucked ass too at the same time. Same for Hollow Man. I enjoyed it but i didn't like it. Fuck. I'm being hypocritical aren't i? Oh well....that's how i feel about those movies though. But yeah, i do recommend you all to watch Hollow Man. That movie rocked ass. Plus you get to see Kevin Bacon's penis flailing about.

Trivia - 7:20am@ August 12 2000
Here's a little videogame/movie trivia for all you videogame/movie freaks like me:

In Metal Gear Solid, the main character (Solid Snake) is voiced by David Hayter, who appears in a cameo in X-Men as a "Museum Cop" ... but why would this voice artist appear in X-Men? Well, he only WROTE the screenplay too.

Anyway, sorry bout the lack of posts yesterday. I was busy going on with my (what little of it there is) social life. I'll post about last night and any events that might happen today later on. I'm off across the border now. Pat's still sleeping. I think he'll be off to John's place when he wakes up while i'm gone for the day.

Friday, August 11, 2000

Moving up...? - 5:08pm@ August 11 2000
Blah. I haven't been upadting much today. Pat's been on my bloody PC surfing the net for the past 3 hours. Good thing he used his own account. Haha. Anyway, hey i got mentioned in one of thatthinline's skits. Wasn't in it for that long but hey, i got to be a fairy with a magic pixie wand...in a tutu no less. Haha. Funny shit. I bet if SiC and Brand X actually knew me a bit better (i am kinda new in the e/n 'scene'), i probably would've actually gotten into the damn building. Haha. Anyway, it's a pretty funny skit so go check it out. I never expected to (ever) get mentioned (much less be IN) a skit of theirs so actually seeing myself in there (what little there is..haha) is pretty good i guess considering that i'm a veritable 'nobody' in the e/n 'community'. But hey, looks like i'm moving up....(i think)

Can't wait for part 3. Hopefully i'll be in it to wave my pixie wand at somebody...or something. Haha.

Fairy dust - 1:54pm@ August 11 2000
Hey, i'm a fairy in a pink tutu and i have a magic pixie wand. Cool.

Wake - 12:24pm@ August 11 2000
It lunchtime, i just woke up, i'll post later.

Thursday, August 10, 2000

The guys - 10:20pm@ August 10 2000
Just got back from town with the guys. It was pretty dead there so we didn't do much. Just ate dinner at KFC and then we all went back to my place to chill. My parents weren't home so we did pretty much anything we wanted. Sam and Majid couldn't stay long cos they had to drive back to the city (a 100 km drive away) so i just showed them around the house (it was their first time here). Majid borrowed about four VCD's from me and Sam borrowed about 3 VCD's, 2 Laserdiscs and 2 porn tapes (Porn tapes weren't mine to begin with, they were Pat's and Shafiee's). Fucking Jews. In return though, Sam lent me 2 porn VCD's. Haha. So that's cool i guess. i dunno about one of the titles though: Asian over 40. Ewww. I didn't even ask for em. Really. He had em in the back of his car in a bag. I think he's a dealer or something. Haha. That was pretty funny. Anyway, it's just me and Pat in the house. He's downstairs watching WWF Raw Is War on TV right now. I gotta go now. Have to attend to my guest. I think he's staying till Saturday or Sunday. Blah.

Oh...i was kidding about the hookers and transvestites.

Plans? - 8:05pm@ August 10 2000
Okay, i'll be expecting Sam Lim, Patrick and Majid (if you remember, i hung out with them sometime last weekend) over at my place tonight. They'll be coming over from the 'big city' down to 'hicksville' where i live. We're probably just gonna hang out somewhere in town, maybe grab a bite to eat somewhere or harass the citizens of the night (hookers and tranvestites...although i doubt they'll be out during the weekdays). I dunno...or maybe we'll just chill at my place. Patrick'll be staying over until i don't know when but the other guys are gonna go back the same night tonight. Unless of course there's a change of plan. The shitty thing is that i'll be going across the border this Saturday with my parental units and my Dad was wondering if Pat could bring along his passport so that if he were to stay over till Sunday or whatever, he could come with us if he were to stay on till then. But alas, he'd already left and was pretty much halfway here. So bugger that idea. Blah. Anyway, i guess i'll be a bit preoccupied the next few days. I just woke up from my evening nap just now so i think i'll go get a shower now. I feel so icky.

Fake - 2:54pm@ August 10 2000
In other news, teeny bop pop star Britney Spears admitted she wore false boobs in the video for 'Oops I Did It Again'.

Shit. And i thought they were real fakes.

Ouch! - 2:35pm@ August 10 2000
Teen Critical After Circumcision Goes Wrong

NAIROBI, Kenya (Reuters) - A Kenyan teenage boy was in critical condition after his penis was cut off in a botched circumcision, a Kenyan newspaper reported Wednesday. The People newspaper said the 13-year old -- a member of the Luhya tribe of western Kenya -- had collapsed after a tribal elder mistakenly hacked off his whole penis instead of just the foreskin.

Ouuuuuuuuuuuchhhhhhhhhhhhh. Shit mannnnn. Fuck. I am cringing right now. Ouuchh. I feel his pain. No wait. I don't. But daaaaaaamn. Full story here.

Note - 8:26am@ August 10 2000
Oh by the way, i've archived the start of the 'Izzati/Tazio incident' into the...you guessed it, archives. If you're new to this site...you might wanna familiarise yourself with all the old news and running jokes that i had here before. Just head to the archives.

Yes it's...screenshot time! (plus an ego boost too) - 8:10am@ August 10 2000
Just did my daily round of checking out all my other favourite (and not so favourite) e/n sites out there and i came across this. But first, why do i keep taking screenshots of other sites? Because i like to. So there. Anyway, Nathan plugged/mentioned/advertised (whatever you wanna call it) my site so i guess i'm greatful for that. For a little site like mine that's on a free server to get plugged by someone with a domain whomever it may be, it's quite a headrush. As a psycho killer from Scream/Scary Movie would say: "I'm feeling a lil woozy here!" (Not really..but hey, i like to exaggerate a little sometimes). Okay, i got a little sidetracked there. Anyway, yeah. Cool. I *might* get hosted by Nathan.....after he thinks about it though. But being the apparent pessimist that i am...i doubt it. But...it still would be cool if he did.

Head....ache - 7:10am@ August 10 2000
Just woke up. A little bit earlier than usual too. Had a bad headache last night. It's still lingering about. My tooth is aching too. Must've been that Coke i had last night. Ouch.

(No it wasn't Diet Coke)

Wednesday, August 9, 2000

Addition - 11:02pm@ August 9 2000
Just added a 'contact' thing to the side of the page. And an ICQ online indicator thing. So if it's ever green, just give me a message and we'll talk. Either in ICQ or AIM. Your choice.

Dates - 10:12pm@ August 9 2000
If you're ever on a date with a girl (or a guy....if you're a girl of course), drink lots of Diet Coke together. Diet Coke contains Phenylethylamine (PEA). It's like natural Ecstasy. It makes people feel like they're in love and bonded to one another. You can also find PEA in chocolate and also in Nutrasweet. So yeah. Diet Coke is goooood. I think.

Oh yeah, don't do drugs.

AIM - 8:31pm@ August 9 2000
I finally downloaded that AIM thing again. I deleted my old one sometime during the end of last year because i never really used it that much. Somehow i liked ICQ better (the program with half a million features that you'll never eeeeever use in your lifetime). Anyway, my AIM/AOL screen name is psykotik2k. I've got nobody on my buddy list at the moment so um...connect to me if you want. It's feeling a little lonely.

Hey i like to expand my horizons - 7:05pm@ August 9 2000
Today's been a pretty boring day. I think to spice it up for myself, i'm gonna REFRAIN from swearing even once in this post. I seem to swear quite alot. And i think it's getting really monotonous. It's like..."Oh..there he goes again". I didn't do anything productive AT ALL today. Just basically surfed the net, ICQed with Thess for a bit (ooh...she's purty) and....that's it. Oh and i slept. Now i'm awake. Blah. Oh yeah, and i stand corrected. Jorge's Pad was established July 98. Actually you know what? I quite like the new lines/layout. It kinda grows on you. Well it did on me. Someone mentioned to me that it was weird though. I'm trying to make another navigation bar thing on the other side of my site so that i've got 2 (two) on each side and the news comes up in the middle. But my HTML skillz are sorely lacking for this one and i keep on fuc... scre... *ehem* messing it up. Oh well. I'd end this post with something funny but i thought....why not we all look at a screenshot!. Thanks Tarsh.

No spider! Drink, don't swim! - 1:13pm@ August 9 2000
I am visiting two different websites each morning at home. This morning, one had a fly in it, but the other was empty. I had much pity for the poor spider, so i was very happy to give him some milk. It was hard to put in the sticky web though...

Ad - 11:43am@ August 9 2000
I came across a nice e/n site today. I think it just started out. Jorge's Pad. Actually no..it's been around since last year i think. Silly me. Give it a visit.

Rise and shine - 11:02am@ August 9 2000
Hi. I just woke up. I feel braindead. And very uninspired. Hence this boring post.

!!!! - 12:43am@ August 9 2000
BEEFCAKE! BEEFCAAAAAAKE!!!

Tuesday, August 8, 2000

Lines baby - 10:33pm@ August 8 2000
So...like the new layout? Well, it's not much of a 'new' layout per say...but hey....at least it's something new. Didn't take me long to do. You wanna know why? Because it's a shit effort. Actually wait....take away all the effort and all that's left is shit. Which it is. The 'new' lines i mean. Haha. Anyway, a dear friend of mine from my ex-school who i kinda inspired to make an e/n site has changed URL's and is now at bounce.to/munkisnikers. And you know what else? She's got another poster working for her! Shit. And i don't even HAVE another poster working for me! And she does! Arrrgh. No biggie. As cool as it would be for me to have another poster on my site working for me, i'd have to say i'll think about it. Not that i'm actually looking for anyone to post but if i were, i'd want someone who has good HTML skillz cos i do my updates using raw HTML and not some script like most e/n sites. And besides, this site of mine is more of a weblog/journal. MY weblog/journal. Muahahha. It's all mine! Mine mine mine mine mine! No one elses but MINE! Anyway, look at the top of my page. Above the 'navigation bar'. Pretty bare eh? I'm trying to make like a big logo thing for my site. But as you probably might've guessed, i'm pretty shit at designing new shit (e.g. The new layout/lines. They suck ass). So if anyone of of you out there has time to kill you can make me a logo/banner type thing for the top of my site. I'll make it worth your while. I doubt anyone'll want to make shit for me but hey, at least this request'll make this post seem a little bit longer.

Hit whore - 7:13pm@ August 8 2000
I am so bored out of my mind right now, it's not even funny. Okay i think i'll just talk bullshit now or as i like to think, wax poetic. Um...lemme see. I run an e/n site. I run it all by my lonesome. I update more often than anyone else out there who run e/n sites. I truly have a lot of time to kill. Either that or i don't have a life. My site is low key. It's not even remotely 'big' or that well known. I get about 150 hits average each day. Probably from the same 9 people who know about my site. I talk about things that don't matter. I doubt that people even care. And i'm still wondering why people still do bother coming here everyday. I'm not Nathan and i'm certainly Notbencejon but people still come here as if i was (well...not really). And i guess i'm honored. Like Nathan, i do admit i'm a bit of a hit whore. While he gets about 1500 hits a day, i'm content with my high of 196 hits that i got one day. I wish i had as many hits as he does. And like him, i wish that people come here to actually read what i write. So is the wish of every e/n webmaster. So please, if you like the site, take a cue from Visnet and tell your friends about this site.

This has yet been another attempt by me to make myself sound pitiful and gain more sympathy hits. Thank you very much.

What Lies Beneath - 5:25pm@ August 8 2000
Yep, just finished watching What Lies Beneath. So what did i think? The good news is that it's not bad. The bad news is that it's not good. Well...i kept on zoning in and out of attention for the first hour and a half. It's a pretty slow paced movie. It's quite scary (if you're a girl) but i didn't really 'jump' at all even though there must've been at least 10 'jump' scenes. Overall...it's a pretty predictable movie (to a certain extent). I was quite disappointed with it....until the BRILLIANT ending sequence appeared towards the last 30 mins of the movie. Twists upon twists upon twists. The last half hour of the movie pretty much saved the whole thing from being a sucky one in my opinion. Worth watching. Barely.

Sucks - 1:28pm@ August 8 2000
You know what sucks? My account at topsites.markside.com got deleted for some reason. I had to make a new account again. That sucks. What's even more suckier was that i was number 12 out of 100 last night. Now i'm back at 52 or something. Anyway, just vote for me again. I won't get anything out of it. I won't get richer or anything but hey, it'll give me that oh so important ego boost that i oh so love.

Oh and i decided to get rid of that ridiculous stripey background thing cos it made my site look like every other site out there. Apparently some other site had the same stripey thing too. Don't you just hate it when that happens? You think you're the only one who has it and then you find out someone else's got it too. It makes you look like a fucking copycat or something. Oh well....nothing can be deemed truly original these days. So bugger that.

Woah - 12:35pm@ August 8 2000
I just recieved an e-mail. It didn't say who it was from but i'm guessing it's from girl who knows Izzati. For those of you who have no idea what's going on just read back to my posts last week. You'll get everything then.

The Future Psychopath:
A psycho analysis, by MissDove

Alright today im going to make a psycho analysis on a little girl people lovingly know as izzati, the day that you meet her; but learn to refer to her by her cute nickname, psycho-bitch. I personally dont know her, and have only met her once for a brief moment where there was an exchange of small talk as you do. But in those few minutes i already noticed, there was something different. Her tone of voice, the way she stood, i mean fine she is large for our age, but was she poking her chest out to prove that she's bigger? I'd be ashamed if my breasts were that big. This is typical of a girl who feels inferior in other places, she probably feels ugly, on the outside and on the inside, and trys to make up for it by having a chest that enters a room five minutes before she does. Who does she think she is? The goodyear fucking blimp?

I mean from what i hear from people who know her, she's quite an ass kissing two-face, I'm sure nobody knows the real her. Why? because nobody would like her, she's a bitch. in front of her friends faces she will be all nicey nicey saying nice things but behind their back she'll bitch about these friends to make other friends happy. Like i read in fubar.com how she says she was so against the malay group and a certain group of girls. She probably only said this because they didnt immediatly fall in love with her, we all know why. So she says that she doesnt want them. But I hear that they are inseperable now, she changed to join in. typical. creep.

Hey i mean, dont her friends call her a psycho? maybe psycho may be a little too far, but from all the rumours flying around some must be true, She just hasnt got a 'realistic' grip on reality. Living in a different dimension where the universe orbits around her. It wouldnt surprise me if deep down inside she dreams of taking over brunei or perhaps becoming the queen, or something along those lines, anything to inflate her ego.

I have no idea how to respond to that.

Lots of love 2 - 12:01pm@ August 8 2000
If you love me, please click on the button. Everyday. It's under my counter too.

(Yes, this is essentially the same post i made a few days ago. The sequel if you may.)

Day - 11:55am@ August 8 2000
I'll update later. It's been a pretty interesting day to say the least.

Her name - 12:05am@ August 8 2000
Okay her nickname is Sal. I don't wanna spell out her full name. But i still like to refer to her as Shawn's ex-girlfriend. It's more fun. =]

Monday, August 7, 2000

IRC - 11:55pm@ August 7 2000
I'm on IRC right now chatting to Shawn's ex-girlfriend. She's nice.

(I have to stop referring to her as Shawn's ex-girlfriend)
Here's her 'who is' thingie:

whois: DeviouS`!~Sz910@as10-8.brunet.bn (brunei darussalam)
no ident: DeviouS` is not using identd
ircname: Seductive in Every Way ;p
channels: #jiscafe
server: dallas.tx.us.undernet.org www.airmail.net
idle set: 4secs
signon: Mon Aug 07 23:30:45 2000

'Seductive in every way'. True. True. (I have no idea why i'm doing this. Probably out of sheer boredom.)

Cartoons! - 11:40pm@ August 7 2000
Added a whole bunch of cartoons for you to download in my multimedia page. So check that out.

Keyser - 10:47pm@ August 7 2000
Just doing a little Keyser Soze research online now. I'm bitten by the Usual Suspects bug. Go watch The Usual Suspects dammit.

(This has probably been the most useless post i've ever done so far)

The Usual Suspects - 9:07pm@ August 7 2000
Woah. I just finally finished wacthing The Usual Suspects. Dammmmmnnnnn that is one fucking good movie. If you haven't seen it, well you should. I can't believe i've missed out on a movie of that magnitude for the past 4 years or so. And that final scene....Scary Movie ripped off the final scene of The Usual Suspects. I was like....hey, this is just like the final scene in Scary Movie. It never occured to me that The Usual Suspects was parodied in Scary Movie. But to have it parodied by Scary Movie must mean that The Usual Suspects is one very good movie worth parodying. Heck, it IS one good movie. And that's a fact. Bryan Singer went on to making X-Men. I think i'll just go watch X-Men again after this. And i'll probably watch What Lies Beneath straight after that if i'm up to it.

Banned? Haha - 6:23pm@ August 7 2000
A guestbook signing:

Comments: ehehe gess wat?........Ure site got banned from the school server!......Mr carter sed there were loadz of student visits to this 'fubar.com' so he decided to check it out .....anyway... he found loads of foul language....and some references to students from jis....so he banned the address! ahahhaa..... eduacational purposesssss!

Haha. Oh well, you guys should know better not to surf 'uneducational sites' using the school's server. Tsk tsk tsk....what were you thinking??

Christina Ricci pic - 6:18pm@ August 7 2000
The pic (some of) you have been waiting for....Christina Ricci

Life - 1:42pm@ August 7 2000
You get born

You work your ass off

Then you die

Oh and you get to have sex somewhere in between. So that's cool i guess.

Wait - 1:23pm@ August 7 2000
Just thought i'd post to let you all know that i'm still alive. Not that anything life threatening ever happened in the past 12 hours or so. In all honesty, i don't have anything to say really. But i bet some of you who came back to this site are just waiting for that Christina Ricci pic that i promised to post up right? Well, you're gonna have to wait a little bit longer. But it'll be up by the end of today though. Maybe even sooner.

Bored & naughty - 1:51am@ August 7 2000
As you can tell, i'm bored and i'm feeling naughty. I'm gonna post up a topless pic of Christina Ricci later on. So look out for that.

(Hey. I'm a guy. I like girls. The female form is one of the most beautiful things you can appreciate. What can i say?)

Pun - 12:54am@ August 7 2000
"H(it)s doesn't matter!"

(Oh. That was a (bad) 'joke' regarding how e/n sites aren't about the amount of hits you receive and it's also an indication that i've been listening and watching too much of that damn (good) Wyclef Jean/The Rock video. But hey... IT DOESN'T MATTER!)

*Sigh* - 12:52am@ August 7 2000
Shit it's Monday.

Sunday, August 6, 2000

Lots of love - 11:36pm@ August 6 2000
If you love me, please click on the button. Everyday. It's under my counter too.

Background - 10:34pm@ August 6 2000
Hi. I just added a stripey background thing to the site so that you can stare at it for a few seconds while the news and shit iframe.html page loads up. Hope you don't go blind looking at it. Not that it'll cause blindness or anything.

(That was just my failed attempt at being witty)

Complaint - 9:42pm@ August 6 2000
Someone on ICQ just complained that i haven't been mentioning Jeanne's name as much as i should. So here we go:

Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne Jeanne

Mmmmm.... - 9:24pm@ August 6 2000
I just ate a slice of my mango cheesecake.

(I bet you were just DYING to know that weren't you?)

Shit recap - 7:14pm@ August 6 2000
Actually that was a pretty shit recap. I left out quite a few things. But oh well, i'll save them for later i guess. I'm just really tired and my brain feels frazzled.

Recap - 6:50pm@ August 6 2000
Well, as promised (dammit), a recap of my weekend in the city. All in all, everything was pretty good i guess. I mean, nothing really bad happened (except for me spending ALL of my $104 that i brought down with me...now i'm flat broke). Had a good time hanging out with Pat for most of the weekend. Staying over at Majid's place was torture due to his paranoia of his neighbors and parents and relatives possibly dropping by to check on him (his parents were out of the country leaving him alone in charge of the house...and car). The burgers were good though. I don't think he noticed that all his food was half gone. Saturday night was the usual night out playing pool again i guess...but minus Pat and plus Dan Bell. Pat couldn't go out that night cos he had a garage sale to help out with the next morning. Anyway, Majid, Dan and Me met up with Sam Lim at a pool hall and played pool (duh). Actually we didn't really do much on Saturday night. We played pool and had dinner. That's it. Oh...i saw Shawn's ex-girlfriend from a distance but i think they were just about to leave to go somewhere else. I didn't get the chance to approach her and say hi so that kinda sucked. Actually, we kinda actually made a 'date' (not really but i'd like to think so..heheh) on IRC earlier in the week to have a game of pool during the weekend. But alas...it never went down. Oh well. Would've been nice though if i did. Oh...i tried calling up the girl that gave me her phone number on IRC last night to see if we could meet up but it didn't happen because she'd just left from the place that i wanted to meet up with her at. Bummer. Maybe next weekend eh? (I wish) There was one highlight of sorts though, there was gonna be a huge gang fight between some big chinese gang and some other unknown gang at the parking lot behind the pool hall. There were like 4 (four) cars full of big scary chinese guys gathered out in front of Coffeezone all druken and rowdy. Sam Lim joined those guys and brought Majid with him to help out his friends (the big scary chinese guys) leaving me and Dan Bell to do whatever we wanted. I contemplated on going to that said parking lot hoping to watch a fight go down but then i changed my mind cos i couldn't really be bothered so Dan and i got a ride with my cousin back to our final destinations for the night. This is a pretty boring recap huh? Anyway, i'll be home now for the rest of the week so expect me to post on a more regular basis just like before i left last week. Oh i got a whole cheesecake for like...$34 or something like that. I like cheesecake. Oh and i also bought a shitload of games for my trusty old Playstation. I bought Grind Session, Legend Of Mana, WWF Smackdown and Metal Gear Solid: Integral. Oh yes. Oh yes...

Yes it's that time again - 6:00pm@ August 6 2000
To: webmaster@psykotik.zzn.com
Subject: hey there
From: "Me ??" <*********@hotmail.com> Add to Contacts
Date: Fri, Aug 4 2000 7:39:51 PM GMT

hey! I''ve been to ur webpage couple of times and i think ur pretty cool.. just thought i'll drop and say Hi...i wanna get to know u better.. so if u think ur up to it... write me back.. :)

Cool. 'Fan' mail. (Yes, this has been another ego boosting post for myself.) Hey if you're reading this, sure no prob...i'll reply as soon as possible but right now i'm just to bloody knackered to do anything. (Actually i AM doing something...i'm posting....but this post doesn't take up that much brain power to write...unlike an actual e-mail)

Don't worry, i'll reply sure enough...

Hmmm... - 5:45pm@ August 6 2000
My guestbook font color has gone all blue for some reason. I'll fix that soon. Oh and my hit count has gone down as expected....to a constant 99 hits a day. Boo hoo. =(

It's good to be back - 5:41pm@ August 6 2000
Hey i'm back. And i'm tired as hell. I bought a whole shitload of....shit i guess. I'll write about last night and today later. Sorry for the lack of posts these past few days. Told ya i'd be away...

Saturday, August 5, 2000

Home...sort of - 2:26am@ August 5 2000
Me and Pat are back at Majid's. We had to fucking walk back. That sucked. Majid was too slack to come pick us up. Asshole. He was asleep when we got back but he said that we could pretty much do anything we wanted as long as we were quiet.

So we made like 7 burgers, drank all his milk, Pat ate half a block of cheese, ate half a loaf of bread and basically.....we ate all his food. Haha. He's gonna be pissed in the morning. But hey, at least we kept quiet. =)

Pat keeps on reminding me that i should've said hi to Jeanne. What a whino. Anyway, i stink. No really. I do. My feet stink actually. I can't stand it anymore. I feel like my nose is being raped by the stench of my stinky feet. I need to wash em good after this. Anyway, i'm back to using Majid's slow ass piece of shit Pentium 1 120 Mhz 15 meg RAM dinosaur of a PC. I miss that damn cybercafe already....

Just because - 12:50am@ August 5 2000
Just posting because i can. I'm still in the cybercafe with Pat. We're going home after this. I try to post again in the day. It's midnight now. Me and pat are on IRC abusing each other. Pretty sad actually. He's trying to chat up a girl and i keep on making fun of his crap pick up lines.

Friday, August 4, 2000

Guilt - 11:51pm@ August 4 2000
Okay, i feel bad for not saying hi to Jeanne. Besides, Pat (who's right next to me updating The Fat Website) has been fucking nagging in my ear all night about how i should've said hi. Asshole. Anyway, Jeanne, if you're reading this, sorry for being rather inconsiderate and not saying hi. So here i am...saying "Hi!" to you. Oh by the way, you pulled off that biker chick look pretty well tonight.

Okay that probably came off totally wrong so i'll just shut up now.

Wrong - 11:33pm@ August 4 2000
Hey i did post again after all. So i was wrong. So sue me.

Still at the cybercafe.... - 11:30pm@ August 4 2000
Fuck, cybercafes are cool. I wish i could live here and just stay on the net forever. I have no life anyway so noone'll miss me.

Whoopie! A post! - 10:55pm@ August 4 2000
Okay, i'm at an Internet Cafe with Pat by my side. We just got off from a game of pool with Angela, Hester and Majid. They all went home and it's just me and Pat now. Okay, my posts for the next few days including the ones last night are (and were) gonna be shit cos i'm under pressure. Why? Cos i'm using a PC that's not mine (e.g. Majid's sucky ass PC), i've got strange people all around me (i'm in a cybercafe right now) and because i crack under pressure easily (not really). Anyway, it's been a pretty eventful night...i think. Me, Pat and Majid met up with Angela and Hesterin Coffeezone (think Starbucks) and then we went over to a pool hall...to play pool (Duh). We saw Jeanne and Rosie there (and at Coffeezone too infact). Pat was insisting that i go over to them and say hi but i dunno why but i didn't. They probably think that i'm an asshole now for not even saying hi. Shit. Now i feel bad. Oh well. My bad. Anyway, i played a game of pool with Angela and i beat her ass. Haha. I didn't get a chance to play Pat but if i did i would've won. Haha. (That's the 'smug bastard' side of me speaking) I'll probably post a recap of my weekend in the 'big city' on Sunday or Monday. Oh the 'plans' that i kinda made have gone down the proverbial shitter. Me and Pat have absolutely shit all (meaning no plans at all). We're just taking things as they come. Oh yeah, we saw Nori and Jason. They were playing pool. (Yes, everyone plays pool. EVERYONE.) I have NO idea how we're gonna get back to Majid's place tonight. We're probably gonna have to walk. It's a pretty long walk. Shit. Anyway, hey remember a few days ago i said i got a girl to give me her phone number without me even asking her? I actually saw her just now and she saw me. We walked past each other twice and i could tell that she knew who i was (We only know each other online but we've seen each other's pics). Anyway, we didn't say hi or anything but we made eye contact numerous times. Heheh. She was with a friend and i saw them leave in a car. After that me and Pat went to another pool hall. Pat had to wash his hands at the restroom there because when he was going downstairs from the other pool hall, someone spitted on the hand railing for the stairs and Pat ran his hand into it. Haha. Dumbass. I was laughing my ass off. Hehe. Anyway as i was saying...after i saw the girl leave, she called me up on my cell phone! She was like "Is this Justin? Hi, it's **.." And i was like "Yeah hi...i saw you just now.." etc etc bla bla... Anyway, i didn't get to talk to her that long but she seemed (and looked) very nice. I'll probably try calling her up tomorrow and see what she's doing. I've got about $90 bucks in my pocket ready to spend...heheh. (But my mom is expecting around $70 returned back to her. Shit) I *probably* won't be able to update again tonight but i'll try (i doubt it though).

Thursday, August 3, 2000

Change of plans - 10:57pm@ August 3 2000
Hey i'm at Majid's house right now with Pat who's on the phone right now chatting up some girl he had a crush on in school while Majid's right next to me watching I Still Know What You Did Last Summer on HBO. I actually paused for a while just to watch the scene where Jennifer Love Hugetits kinda strips down to her bikini. Mmmmmmmm. Best scene she's done....ever. (Until of course she gets naked in a movie. It's bound to happen someday. Katie Holmes is doing it soon.) Anyway, a slight change in plans. Me and Pat aren't staying over at his place but at Majid's for tonight. We're probably staying over here tomorrow night too. Maybe meeting up with Sam and Jason to play pool tomorrow night or something. Oh, the three (3) of us went out to play pool tonight. Pat won all the four (4) games that we played. What an asshole. Anyway, Majid has a slow ass PC man. It must've took like 10 minutes for the damn PC just to load the desktop fully. And it took 3 minutes just to open up IE. I think his PC's like a Pentium 1 120 Mhz or something. Probably has like 15 megs of RAM. Like something outta 1993. Fucking slow ass piece of shit. Anyway, we were at fat Jeff's before we went to Majid's and fat Jeff put Pat in The Walls Of Jericho. And other assorted wrestling moves. What a freak. Oh and before that me and Ben (yes...druggie Ben) hung out at his place. Ben is cool. A bit of an asshole but he's cool. Some people may disagree but he's cool in a F.U.B.A.R kinda way. Man, this is a boring post. I'm gonna get a low hit count today. This sucks ass. Majid's burgers better not suck ass too.

Walking and talking - 1:50pm@ August 3 2000
Haha, it's just after lunchtime in school and i spent about half an hour just walking around with Izzati talking and shit. I think people who knew about the 'incident' on my site were a bit...perplexed as to why we seemed 'okay' despite everything. Even Keeran was dumbfounded. He came up to me and said: "What the hell was that about?". Anyway, i think Keeran is gonna do something interesting for me. I can't say what it is yet and i doubt he'll even go through with it but once he's done it, it's going on this site. Well, that's what he wanted anyway. We'll see if it ever does happen. Keeran's contribution to this site i mean. Anyway, Izzati's 'okay' with everything (i think), Ben is still speaking to me (Haha) and Jason....well, he's still just Jason. He said he was horny today. Haha. Isn't everybody? Oh Shawn is a bit how do you say...worried(?) that i mentioned that his ex-girlfriend was his ex-girlfriend (Does that makes sense?). Anyway, boy oh boy....aren't i popular today eh?

School - 10:50am@ August 3 2000
Hey i'm in school now abusing the school's internet by updating my page. Haha. Anyway, so far i think 3 (three) people hate my guts so far (Woohoo!). Ben's not really talking to me (i think), Izzati probably still hates me despite last night (I'm just speculating here), ****n seems displeased about being the most ******ly active guy in school (haha), and i think i've been getting evil looks from other certain people (Whoopie!). Okay so that wasn't really 3 (three) people but hey you know what?

IT DOESN'T MATTER!

Hmmm.... - 8:00am@ August 3 2000
Why does it seem like i'm talking to myself whenever i write a post on this site?

Oh wait....i am. Haha.

Wednesday, August 2, 2000

She speaks out - 11:16pm@ August 2 2000
Hey remember that Evil Rant i did about my ex No.7 a coupla days ago? Well, guess what, she has heard about it but she hasn't read it yet. Wanna know how i know? Because she called me up just now. Everythings cool now though. We must've been talking for about an hour or so. She wasn't all screaming or anything, in fact it was all pretty funny actually. Well not funny FUNNY but funny in a way. We talked, we explained ourselves, we both don't like Tazio (i think), and um....we just talked and we were really honest about everything. Contrary to what you may think, i never hated Izzati after we broke up. It may have seemed like it but i never was. I'm not just saying this to be nice....it's a fact. I was just really really pissed off when i wrote what i wrote a coupla days ago. She still hasn't been to this site yet but i pretty much explained everything that she needs to know about this site to 'understand' what it is and what it's about. I doubt she'll be a 'regular reader' but honestly...who is? (Haha...i'm so funny *wink wink to all the 'regular readers'*). I admit, what i wrote in that 'Evil rant' was pretty evil and i did go waaaaay overboard but that was then and i guess the past can be forgotten. Everything is fine and dandy between me and her now. No hard feelings...(i think). She even gave the OK to write about what happened tonight on this site (A good sign....i think). One bad thing that i discovered was that all this time, she had the wrong idea about me and about who i really am and what i'm really like. To be fair, we only went out for 9 hours...sorry...2 weeks but i wonder what it would've been like if she hadn't freaked and dumped me.......

Oh and to those of you who think you're 'smart', well sorry but i'm not even trying to drop any hints that i wanna get back with her or anything like that if that's what you're thinking when you read the sentence before this one. Sheesh. Anyway, i found out the REAL reason (she lied to me the first time...bad Izzati) why she wanted to break up with me and it wasn't as bad a reason as she thought it was. It had something to do with....fat Jeff's girlfriend of all people...! But that's not worth mentioning here. If only she'd told the truth from the beginning. But nonetheless, everything is pretty much worked out between me and her.....until she pisses me off again. Just kidding. =)

I'll be visiting school again tomorrow to get my leaver's cert signed by the principal. And also to get a refund for my school fees and shit. i'll probably get evil looks from Izzati's friends. But hey, she said she's been getting evil looks from people too so i guess that'll balance things out. Oh and by the way, i probably won't be able to update much if not at all from Friday onwards till Sunday as i'll be away staying the weekend in the 'big city' with a coupla friends. I haven't planned out anything but i'll probably be staying at Pat's on Thursday night (no net access), staying over at Nori's (net access...yeah!) with Sam and Jason and possibly even Pat and maybe even one night at fat Jeff's during the whole weekend. Like i said, i haven't made any plans yet but basically i'll be away.

Oh i still fucking hate Tazio. The stupid thing is that i don't even know the fucker and i still hate him. But hey, he doesn't know me and he says shit about me....so why can't i not know him and not fucking like him too? Fucking nutlicker. Pisses me off.

Good review! - 9:07pm@ August 2 2000
Around The Fire got a good review! I haven't seen it yet but now i'm even more psyched to watch it.

Movies - 8:26pm@ August 2 2000
I just got back from town and i bought The Usual Suspects on laserdisc (Does anyone even watch, let alone BUY, movies on laserdisc anymore??) I actually rented the video like...4 years ago but i was too stupid to comprehend the first 15 (fifteen) minutes of it so i never bothered watching it then. I also bought Around The Fire starring Devon Sawa and Tara Reid. Mmmmmm....Tara 'American Pie' Reid. Yummy. Should be a good teen flick. I hope.

Photo - 6:48pm@ August 2 2000
A very recent guestbook signing.

Fullname: Jeanne
Comments: JUSSSSS..............PUHLEEEEEEEEESE don't put that pic up if it's the one i think it is. oh my god i will KILL you. i look stoned...i guess that could be a good thing, BUT fuck, if you do that will be the end of our relationship, ehehehehe, nah, but seriuosly man, don't put that pic up. if you want a damn photo then i'll give you a damn photo......over time.....

Cool. Jeanne signed the guestbook. Heheh. Anyway, okay okay i won't post up the picture...! Don't worry. But it's not the picture that you think though. It's a pic of you from a 3/4 side view standing and looking very model-ish. Its actually quite good. Not the best but quite good nonetheless.

Hehe....she said 'our relationship'. Oh how i wish....

But hey..! At least i'll get a photo of her....over time. =]

The Evolution Of Pussy - 5:16pm@ August 2 2000
I stole this from Experiment One cos i thought i'd share it with all of you here on this site.

Seven wise men with knowledge so fine
Created a pussy to their design
First was a butcher, with a smart wit
Using a knife he gave it a slit
Second was a carpenter strong and bold
With a hammer and chisel, he gave it a hole
Third was a tailor, tall and thin
By using red velvet he lined it within
Fourth was a hunter, short and stout
With a piece of fox fur, he lined it throughout
Fifth was a fisherman, nasty as hell
Threw in a fish and gave it a smell
Sixth was a preacher whose name was McGee
He touched it and blessed it and said it could pee
Last was a sailor, dirty little runt
He sucked it and fucked it and called it a cunt.

Good eh? Anyway, i was watching MTV and you know that slice Rachel from S Club 7? Shit man....she is HOT. After watching their video, i went online to do a little, how do you say, researching and found this pic of her. No, she's not naked or anything but daaaaaaamn....she is one good lookin' slice of pie. Well i think she is anyway... In other news, for those of you who're actually interested in what Jeanne looks like, i've actually got a picture of her lying around somewhere on my hard drive and i'm really tempted to upload it and post it up here but it is kind of a crap picture. No, she doesn't look crap in the least...it's just that the camera angle and the picture quality of the photo sucks ass. Doesn't show her true beauty etc etc . Maybe one day i'll post it up...then again maybe not. Any requests?

Loser...again - 2:03pm@ August 2 2000
I doubt anyone's gonna respond the previous post. But anyway, one thing i forgot to mention about the Loser movie was that it had a fucking cool soundtrack. I haven't seen the actual track listing of the soundtrack album but what was in the movie was really good. Well...i thought so anyway. You know what? I don't even know why i'm even bothering posting right now. I don't really have anything to say and today's been quite a dog day afternoon. Boring boring boring. I think i'll surf the net looking for Mariah Carey pics. I just caught her video on Channel [V] just now and i'm still amazed at how her breasts seem to get bigger in every new video she makes. Astounding.

Shit - 11:42am@ August 2 2000
Ah....i feel 5 kilograms lighter (Damned metric system). A thought had just occured to me. I've been writing way too much about my friends and my ex-school. It's probably getting a bit boring for those of you who're not from where i'm from (bad english...i know). I was just wondering though, if you're reading this...and if you're a regular reader not from Brunei Darussalam (which is where i'm at right now), i'd like to hear your thoughts on what you think i should do. Should i continue on with writing about stuff that you might not totally get or should i just be a tad bit more generalized so most of you won't be lost? Just direct your comments to the forum or just e-mail me. I'll probably just say "I don't give a fuuuuck" but i'd still like to hear some feedback. But no seriously, i'd really like to hear what you have to say. I'm intrigued to say the least.

Shit - 11:20am@ August 2 2000
I just woke up and i feel really lazy today. I also feel like taking a shit.

Oops. I shouldn't have told you that.

Slice - 12:45am@ August 2 2000
I'm still chatting with her (Shawn's ex) and i've somehow told her that she's a dutch apple slice of pie. She seemed pleased. (Rightfully so because she is a bit of a dutch apple pie. I've seen her so i should know.)

If you have no idea what all this pie and slice business is all about...head over to the Girls/Women page.

Nice - 12:16am@ August 2 2000
I'm online right now (duh) chatting with my friend Shawn's ex-grilfriend. She's really nice. I met her once when me and Shawn were playing pool a coupla nights ago. Didn't talk to her though. But i am now...on IRC that is. She's nice. Um..yeah. She's nice. That's all i have to say. I'm probably gonna go to sleep after this. Blah.

Tuesday, August 1, 2000

More digits - 10:50pm@ August 1 2000
Cool. I was on IRC and i got a girl to give me her phone number without me even asking. Excellent. Am i smooth or am i smooth?

(Yes, this has been another ego boosting post for myself)

Removal - 10:32pm@ August 1 2000
I had to remove the funny guestbook signing because it would've gotten the person (I'll have to censor his/her name but it was *****n) into really big trouble if the real Mr. Litvin ever did find out about it. It's gone now so you pretty much missed out on a pretty funny joke. But then again, you probably won't miss much cos it's more of an 'in-joke' that not many will 'get'. =) Somebody please post in my forum and entertain me. Please?

(Why the hell did i even bother telling you who it was when i censored out his/her name? Pointless really. God...i must be going stupid or something)

Scary Movie 2 - sort of.. - 10:11pm@ August 1 2000
In other sequel news, "Scary Movie" scribes Buddy Johnson and Phil Beauman are about to do it all over again, though this time spoofing a genre that not only deserves it - nay, requires it. The Hollywood Reporter announces that the pair's satricial take on teen movies entitled "Ten Things I Hate About Clueless Roadtrips When I Can't Hardly Wait to Be Kissed" has been snapped up by Sony who hopes to put it in production this Fall.

Cool. I bet they're probably gonna shorten the title and just call it Teen Movie. Anyway, i just a read a review of The Legend Of Dragoon and it said that it pretty much sucked nuts so i guess i won't be playing that game anymore. Whoopie. I'm gonna watch What Lies Beneath tonight. It looks kinda Sixth Sense-y. Michelle Pfeiffer's in it. Grrr...loved her as Catwoman (who didn't?). It's funny...i notice that whenever i write about something controversial, my hit count skyrockets into the stratosphere. Excellent. But you know what? I feel a backlash coming towards me in the not so distant future......i can just feel it...

Loser - 3:35pm@ August 1 2000
Just finished watching Loser. It's an alright movie i guess. I give it a 6.5 out of 10. It's not as good as Clueless (Amy Heckerling's other teen movie) but it's okay i guess. Mena Suvari is quite cute i must say...even though i think she looks like an alien sometimes. Well...maybe a cute alien. I felt quite a connection between me and Jason Bigg's character too...cos sometimes i feel like a loser. Heh. Oh...my last post..i have no idea why i wrote that. It probably won't hold any meaning at all but i thought i'd be serious for a bit. These past 2 (two) days have been pretty disjointed. Lot's of high's and low's. We'll see how the next few days span out.

Disclaimer? - 1:14pm@ August 1 2000
You have to accept that i'm only human, therefore i have many opinions. These opinions get stronger when you become older (believe me, I know). But you have to respect my opinions and realize that if something pisses you off, you can always think the opposite of whatever i said. I don't post to hurt people's feelings (well not always...), i only post to entertain myself and the viewers of this site. You must try to sympathize with me if something bad is going on in my life. Believe me you'll know if anything's wrong. Anyway, all i want is a little respect in the sense that i work very very hard on my posts and this page. Snoogans.

If only... - 11:54am@ August 1 2000
If only this button really worked.....

Haha - 11:14am@ August 1 2000
Shit, there's a funny ass post in my guestbook of someone pretending to be Mr. Litvin (the Dean of studies of JIS). If i were to actually reply to that post, i'd say "Yes sir, i was a year thirteen student and i did try as hard as possible to be a role model to younger students. I never did anything remotely bad during my stay in JIS but i'm no longer a student there and besides, who started the bad mouthing first?"

Heheh, for the record, i don't usually fuck people over like i did with Tazio/Izzati unless they MAJORLY (and i do mean MAJORLY) piss me off. Really. I don't usually do that. I've got a testimony, check this out (ICQ with Jia Ying):

Jia Ying: i swear to god, you are one of the most patient and sweet guys i have evvveeerrr met!

Note the words patient and sweet. Anyway, it takes quite a lot to piss me off but it takes very little effort for me to retaliate. SO. DON'T. FUCK. WITH. ME.

Fantasy - 10:47am@ August 1 2000
Imagine this: Me, a spa and Neve Campbell

No? Oh well...anyway, i really hope that the 2 (two) individuals who i mentioned in the post before this one actually reads the whole thing. That'll teach em to talk smack about me. But hey, if they can do it...why not i? Cocksmokers.

Damn, i'm bored. Hey my mom just bought Loser and What Lies Beneath on VCD. So i'm probably gonna watch that later. And of course, The Legend Of Dragoon is in need of some playing later on too. I played about 10 minutes of it last night. It seems cool enough. Actually no...it's a beautiful game considering that it's on PS1 and not PS2. Anyway, if any of you in JIS are reading this...and if you feel the need to tear Izzati and Tazio a new asshole...then be my guest. I'd be honored. Check this out, Jamie on ICQ saying:

Jamie: i take it you and tazio are bestfriends. (sarcasm)
Me: haha..i dont even know the fucker
Jamie: Guy was in my tutor group. What a fuck head

Well put.