Well, this has pretty much been a boring day. Didn’t do anything. Had no big news to report. Nothing major has been happening in the past few days. No big deals of the sort at all.

On the subject of breakups, i’d like to rant a bit bout my last breakup. I went out with this girl for 2 (two) weeks. Then she effectively dumped me. Said that i was suffocating her. Please. Suffocating. I did the math and out of the 2 weeks i was with her, that would be 24 hours times 14 days equaling to… i dont know what but it sure is alot of hours. Well, out of those alot of hours, i only spent 9 hours or so actually with her. 9 hours out of 14 days. Think about it. How the HELL can that be suffocating? I’d only known her for 3 days and then we got together. In the end she wanted to break up. She said she couldn’t trust me. Please. How can you judge me by those measly 9 hours of being together and 14 days of just going out? Most normal people try to avoid having arguments and fights with their significant other. But not her. She was actually COMPLAINING about why we hadn’t got into any fights yet. Ooh, i guess i was just ‘too nice’. Please.

Oh…and she actually thought i loved her and wanted to marry her or something like that. What the fuck? All you normal people out there, is it even possible to truly fall in love with someone you BARELY even know and have only spent 9 hours (out of 14 days) getting to know each other? And she thinks i love her. Please. I’m not like that. Again, another case of judging a book by it’s cover. Sure i’ve done pretty stupid things in the past that’ll live with me forever but it doesn’t mean i’m a bad person. And the fucking weird thing is….she was the one who formally approached ME. Okay, so she was only 14, not my fault.

During the breakup, she was like…telling me bout how things were and how things work and shit. I’m 19! I know infinitely more than you! Don’t tell me how things work! I already know! Of course, being the gentleman that i was, i didn’t argue or say anything. I just listened. Oh and another thing, i always told her that if something was wrong, just come to me and tell me. No matter how bad it was going to be. But did she tell me anything? Noooo…she goes on and has a fucking round table discussion with ALL MY FRIENDS (not me…but my fucking friends). She turns the tables on me, states what she THINKS (not the FACTS but what she THINKS) and makes me look like the bad guy. Why are girls like that? Why can’t i meet someone who’s normal for once? Okay so maybe the age thing was a bit too much. But she came to me! Not the other way round!

Just for your information, my first 4 girlfriends were all older than me. Heck when i was 17 i went out with a 21 year old! So sue me for trying to have a relationship with an underage chick. 😛

Anyway, i’m done ranting. Phew, i feel refreshed now. I think i’m gonna play Quake 3 now and just kill everyone online. In Deathmatch of course. Go post something in my Forum please.

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