A lot of people read this site. People i know… people i don’t know… people that know me inside and out… people that don’t… etc etc
Well for those of them who do know me personally… or at least knows me well enough, would notice that i’m almost completely the opposite of how really i am as opposed to how i am on my site. I’m not as outspoken, i’m not as crude, i’m not as much of an asshole (or at least that’s what i’d like to think…) and i’m just… well… basically not what i’m like on this site.
I got an e-mail today from a very close special friend of mine who’s been reading the site for a while now. She doesn’t exactly stop by EVERYDAY but she’s been known to frequent the site every coupla days or so whenever she has free time on her hands. She’s a busy girl.
She’s one of those people that pretty much knows me inside and out. Pretty much.
So she e-mails me and says:
“Ok, well, after reading about how u want to SPANK Mandy Moore, I’ve decided that I’m no longer gonna read your site. I know I’ve said that a few times…. but, this is it. I…. just can’t anymore. I mean, I actually found myself questioning stuff after reading that. I know its silly. I know
that now anyway.
I donÃŒt want to get upset over something as silly as that…. u know?”
I think this is like the third time she’s said something like that. To that extent. Of not wanting to read the site anymore.
So i’m thinking now… if she finds that offensive… and starts questioning my motives and intents or whatever… how the hell would my parents feel if they read something like that?
Which is why i have this problem with them checking out my site. But that’s beside the point.
I admit though, that i can be quite crude and offensive at times, as was pointed out by bear-cave.com once:
“…I would say you probably don’t want to check this site out if a guy indulging in guy-things offends you. If you think the concept behind the Man Show is a crime against humanity — this is not your site.”
… and that the site is very:
“…male (and I cannot emphasize “male” strongly enough)…”
…which leads me to wondering why girls would actually even bother to read or to even like the site. Much less even want to link to it.
I’m guessing that they probably just see past all the ‘male-ness’ or probably just find it all amusing (in which if they ever did, i wouldn’t know why because personally i think most of the things i write on here about girls [e.g that Mandy Moore comment] are pretty degrading if not in the least, offensive…).
My 8th ex-girlfriend, she absolutely HATED this site and everything it stood for. She wanted me to close it down. We’d even get into arguments about it. She’d get pissed because all i ever talked about was Kirsten Dunst.
Hell hath no fury for a woman scorned by Kirsten Dunst.
A good online friend of mine in Canada (eh?) whom i’ve known for a coupla years now once told me that she didn’t like this site because it wasn’t ‘me’ and that i was mean on it. I don’t think she reads this site anymore. Heh.
I guess i what i’m trying to say is that, if you are a regular reader, you shouldn’t really take this site and the stuff that i may say on this site, all too seriously. And (forgive me for using this overused website cliche…) to not judge me based on my website.
Because i am not my website. I’m almost completely the opposite of how i may seem like on my site.
Not to say that i’m completely boring, quiet and reclusive in real life… but…
Wait, come to think of it, i AM completely boring, quiet and reclusive in real life…
…but let’s just pretend i didn’t say that. Instead, just think of me as less exciting, less loud and less outspoken in real life. Not at all as i may make it out to seem on here.
Anyway, this has been a Public Service Announcement to inform you all that i am not my website. And that i’m not schizo. Really.
I’m not.
I ASSURE YOU I’M NOT.
Very Well said! As far as im concerened 90% of Relationships are pure and simple RelationSHITS. Still looking for the other 10%. Ye has faith! But until then your naked celeb gallery will have to do!
#1 | Comment by Az — November 7, 2001 @ 7:35 pm
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What in the world are you talking about?
#2 | Comment by Justin — November 7, 2001 @ 8:16 pm
I have absolutely no idea!
#3 | Comment by Az — November 7, 2001 @ 10:03 pm
I fart in your general direction
#4 | Comment by Justin — November 7, 2001 @ 10:12 pm
See that! Im like a newbie to your site, and the man just dont care!
#5 | Comment by Az — November 7, 2001 @ 10:34 pm
You visited this site 3 times within the last 3 hours.
Crazy.
#6 | Comment by Justin — November 7, 2001 @ 10:48 pm
I think your site is great. Well, minus the tits.
#7 | Comment by thess — November 7, 2001 @ 10:52 pm
Crazy..perhaps! Truthfully i am really really bored! I am thinking of quiting this bullshit job and ..well that the problem cant finish the sentence yet cos i dont know what to do…
#8 | Comment by Az — November 7, 2001 @ 11:26 pm
ur site is always great
#9 | Comment by vicky — November 7, 2001 @ 11:34 pm
This guy can’t post worth a shit!
#10 | Comment by Justin — November 8, 2001 @ 1:31 am
Heh – I know full well that my mom reads my website, exposing herself to whatever nonsense I may be ranting about, sexual fixations with borderline-jailbait included. I just don’t care. 🙂
‘Course, on the other hand, I am my website, so I may be coming at things from a completely different slice of reality than you are….
#11 | Comment by Antwon — November 8, 2001 @ 2:43 am
Awwwww poor Tin.. come ere.. *caress tins hair* Oiii! u havent shampoo kaa?? take care dude!!
#12 | Comment by tapai — November 8, 2001 @ 10:38 am
"This guy can’t post worth a shit!" ??
Okay to the person who posted that under my name, you do realize that your IP (147.97.29.36) is tracked whenever you leave a comment right? And that if it’s a static IP, i can ban you from using the site right? So please, no more of this… posting under my name bullshit okay?
#13 | Comment by Justin — November 8, 2001 @ 2:48 pm