Okay i changed my mind

psykotik2k: jenn… do you think it’s a good idea to stay friends with someone you just broke up with?
psykotik2k: just a general question
Teflon Parakeet: No.
Teflon Parakeet: Hate and spite and anger and bitterness.
psykotik2k: yeah..
psykotik2k: i’ve been feeling some of that
Teflon Parakeet: Hurt and disillusionment.
psykotik2k: most of that actually
Teflon Parakeet: Lies and regret and jealousy and fear and despair.
Teflon Parakeet: Emptyness and heartbreak and wistfulness and even more burning red hate.
psykotik2k: all of that

49 thoughts on “Okay i changed my mind

  1. 1st comment! Phew! Been a long time since I scored one of these!

    #1 | Comment by RedEye — April 2, 2003 @ 9:52 am

  2. Hate and Spite are my favorites… bitterness comes into play too often, hard to avoid that one, but hate and spite, definately classics that never get old… when you got it, use it.

    #2 | Comment by Dave Marshak — April 2, 2003 @ 9:55 am

  3. Yeah, I used to have that song stuck in my head.

    #3 | Comment by Seriously — April 2, 2003 @ 10:19 am

  4. Well, really it depends on the situation. Your relationship with your ex depends on a lot of different factors: the nature of the breakup, life situation during the breakup, nature of the relationship BEFORE getting together, ect. My sister and her ex boyfriend are very good friends now, and she watches his baby all the time (that’s right, after they broke up he got back with his ex and had a baby… go figure). Meanwhile, I probably will never speak to my ex boyfriend again.

    Again, it all depends, but most of the time I feel that it’s a better idea to not be friends with someone after a breakup. I don’t want to speculate, but I think that hoping for friendships after a breakup is kind of a pipe dream. Whatever happens for you, Justin, I hope you’ll be happy in the end. Same for Zoe.

    #4 | Comment by thefelinepunk — April 2, 2003 @ 10:47 am

  5. Since we are still emo, I will agree with Jenn. You shouldn’t be friends after a breakup. But, you don’t have to be enemies either. I prefer a mournful apathy, but only after the venom, bile, self-loathing and anger subside. I vote apathy. Yeah, that’s good.

    May you all find apathy in your broken relations.

    #5 | Comment by grud — April 2, 2003 @ 11:20 am

  6. Yeah I think it’s really hard to stay friends with an X, mainly because of the reasons FelinePunk said. Sometimes you just know too much about a person to stay friends. Weird. A lot of times when the feelings from one are stronger than the feelings of the other, the being friends thing won’t work. Either way, give it time, don’t push shit, and things will work out for yas.

    #6 | Comment by JB — April 2, 2003 @ 12:37 pm

  7. Damn….You are quite the Thesaurus

    #7 | Comment by EverSnow — April 2, 2003 @ 1:03 pm

  8. im on good terms with all of my ex’s… except one.

    i don’t think i could imagine not still having them in my life… they were an important part of my growing and learning about love.

    you do, no question, need a break from them when all of the emotions are still fresh and crazy-like. you need that separation from them so you can move on. but trying to cut out and shut off someone who was so intensly a part of your life forever is not healthy. remember and appreciate the past.

    plus, i always base my relationships on good, deep friendships… so that level of trust and caring doesn’t just fade away with me.

    i’m a sap and an idealist, what can i say.

    #8 | Comment by lizzie — April 2, 2003 @ 1:07 pm

  9. 99.9% of guys can not be "friends" after a breakup. I’ve seen that sad song sung. It sucks severely and not softly.

    #9 | Comment by grud — April 2, 2003 @ 1:27 pm

  10. Um…… Teflon Parakeet is Thess right? So why does Justin adress her as Jenn (check the first line of the AIM log)?
    I always thought Thess was a psychotic horrorshow bitch but……
    Or has the Big Kahuba just got something else on his mind?

    #10 | Comment by Stavros — April 2, 2003 @ 1:35 pm

  11. Coz Jenn is Thess…

    #11 | Comment by grip — April 2, 2003 @ 2:37 pm

  12. But the possibilility of makeup sex…


    #12 | Comment by IronChef — April 2, 2003 @ 2:43 pm

  13. I want to see a pic of Justin’s Exgirlfriend and make a decision on whether or not this wench deserves all this emotional crap.

    #13 | Comment by PICTURES — April 2, 2003 @ 3:05 pm

  14. Cause pictures=personality.

    #14 | Comment by Seriously — April 2, 2003 @ 3:10 pm

  15. Dude. You are the sucks.

    #15 | Comment by JB — April 2, 2003 @ 3:27 pm

  16. The only reason to stay friends is if you can get the coveted ‘Friends with benefits’ status. Considering the distance involved here and the apparent nature of the break up… my vote is no.

    Instead audition to replace the ben affleck head on your main page for a new girl willing to give you some lubbin’.

    #16 | Comment by smash — April 2, 2003 @ 6:29 pm

  17. And the Yoda-esque extension to Teflon Parakeet’s commentary: "Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering"…?

    In all honesty, it takes me about the same amount of time to get over a breakup as the amount of time that I actually dated the girl. Hence, I dated a girl for two years, and so it was about two years before I was able to talk to her as a human being again. As it stands, the only time we ever talk to each other anymore is online, and even then it’s only to use one another as sparring partners for verbal barbs that would make the writers of the SAT’s cry.

    Unlike Lizzie, I no longer believe that I should base my relationships on friendship. Every time I try that, I get dumped, and so I think my next girlfriend will have to be a blind date or some such thing. Of course, at the same time, all of my ex-girlfriends have had a fair degree of English comprehension, and so that means I might have to pick up a girl from Ecuador or something in order for it to work out.

    Anyway, I know what I’m looking for, and apparently Lizzie knows what I’m looking for. She’s a sap and an idealist; I’m a cynic and a pessimist. You want to go any deeper than that, check out our respective websites.

    #17 | Comment by Umgawa — April 2, 2003 @ 11:18 pm

  18. Thess = Jenn = Teflonparakeet

    (!= Jennsdiaries Jenn, btw…psychotic horrorshow bitch or not, I’m not an lesbian with an ass fetish.)

    #18 | Comment by thess — April 3, 2003 @ 1:26 am

  19. Cute Thess – we could be Jenn and Jenn. Now if you were to be very good, I would tickle your sphincter too.



    #19 | Comment by Jennsdiaries — April 3, 2003 @ 2:52 am

  20. hmm… the way jenn (not thess) puts it reminds me of hannibal lecter…


    #20 | Comment by beng — April 3, 2003 @ 3:51 am

  21. Throw in some fava beans and a nice chianti, and you’re there.

    #21 | Comment by grud — April 3, 2003 @ 6:40 am

  22. Oh, Justin, the world is not so bleak. Jennifer Garner is single again!!!! Yes!!!:)

    #22 | Comment by grud — April 3, 2003 @ 10:01 am

  23. Things done while reading these (mostly) trite, inane, and boring comments:

    Flatulence (x10), scratched testicles, picked toenails, bit fingernails, smoked cigarette, stared at walls.

    You people are boring sometimes.

    #23 | Comment by juicy — April 3, 2003 @ 12:14 pm

  24. OK, 1, why would you want to be friends again? Been there done that, got hurt, why go through that again. 2, do you know how many people there are in this world… there are a lot of other people around you can befriend that have never hurt you before… diversity.. Besides guys need friends that eat junk food, watch porno, and drink beer, not ones that bleed 5 days every month and don’t die while asking you to read poetry and watch some dumb ass movie starring Ben Afleck ..

    #24 | Comment by Dave Marshak — April 3, 2003 @ 1:06 pm

  25. While I am on the topic, men friends should be the kind of friends that don’t make you pick up your socks, or lift the toilet seat to pee, THEN make you put the damn thing down again. Men friends should know why monster trucks are kewl. Men friends should know how to parallel park, they don’t need to ever do it, but they should know how. Men friends should be able to sit down and fart in front of you and you can fart in front of them, have burping contests and you should be allowed to laugh at them when they are puking drunk.. thats what man friends are..

    Soft to the touch, sweet, innocent, curvy friends are meant to be in bed with you and like to smoke the flesh cigar my man, they are not meant to be the kind of friend you say "yo" to .. it is a bonus if your curvy, soft, penis-less friend does the horizontal bop with you, AND drinks beer, eats potato chips and likes to watch woman on woman naked mud wrastlin … but those my man are few and far between, and they usually are not all that.. separate the sex from the friend and you got men for friends, and women for sex… I purposely left out the other uses of women, because well… I will save that for a day I am pissed off 🙂

    #25 | Comment by Dave Marshak — April 3, 2003 @ 1:11 pm

  26. you people need to post…
    Here is some motivation… enjoy


    #26 | Comment by Dave Marshak — April 3, 2003 @ 5:28 pm

  27. Top quality stuff there. thx!

    #27 | Comment by MyKe — April 3, 2003 @ 9:28 pm

  28. my friends say "yo" to me all the time.

    ::claps:: yay! gooooo gender stereotypes!! ::does kartwheel::

    fuckin prick.

    #28 | Comment by lizzie — April 3, 2003 @ 10:35 pm

  29. oh, and thanx for the plug, um… but i think you misunderstand my point about friendship. it’s not that i have to be friends with my BFs first… it’s just that the whole relationship revolves around our friendship that develops. i think a good way to describe romanitc relationships for me is a "friend with benefits."

    #29 | Comment by lizzie — April 3, 2003 @ 10:43 pm

  30. Man…I’m in a good mood tonight. I gots my nachos, my….what the. No fucking drink!? I knew it was too good to be true. ='(

    #30 | Comment by Bubba — April 3, 2003 @ 11:57 pm

  31. i was about to fuck my virgin girl friend for the first time. when i droped my trousers she got a glimpse of my large pennis. she said that it was too big that it reminded her of a donkey dick. she was all wet since i had been sucking her pussy and rubbing her titties. i was ready to fuck her but she backed out in the last minute since she was afraid that i could hurt her with my large pennis. the real problem is that i need to have sex since i havent had sex in several months for waiting for her to be ready. lately i have been contimplating the fact that my step mom is in her early 30’s and she is very busty and hot. she has hinted that we could fuck when pops is not home. the fact is that im really tempted since she has a very nice ass and legs she is also very good looking. the other day i went far but not to far; she was cooking in the kitchen and i came behind her and put my hands around her waist out of lust to make things worse i began to caress her tits and after i began to put my hand up her blouse were i began to rub her nipples then i rubbed her pussy. when i began to rub her pussy she was already wet and ready to fuck. the other day i caught her taking a shower and i was able to see her naked but this was by accident since i dint know that she was in their. lately i can even concentrate thinking about her and to make matters worse when i am with my girl i think about my step mom. what do i do?

    #31 | Comment by donkeydick — April 4, 2003 @ 1:17 am

  32. Make yourself a cup of tea-tea, that’s what I just did, solved all my problems.

    #32 | Comment by Bubba — April 4, 2003 @ 3:55 am

  33. Well girls, now you’re seeing our sensitive, caring, and sentimental side.

    Am I blushing? I’m certainly embarrassed…

    #33 | Comment by Seriously — April 4, 2003 @ 9:12 am

  34. I am embarrassed for the spelling, grammar, usage …

    #34 | Comment by panic — April 4, 2003 @ 9:33 am

  35. Donkeydick & Confused,

    BAHAHAHAHAHA. Yeah, right. Sounds like "dikkok" decided to ramble in English for a change.

    Enough said.

    #35 | Comment by RedEye — April 4, 2003 @ 9:50 am

  36. I seriously think that sometimes (most of the time?) guys are actually more emotional than girls. You just aren’t supposed to be, but you are.

    #36 | Comment by Sean — April 4, 2003 @ 9:57 am

  37. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck and some more fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck and not to forget a little bit of fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

    #37 | Comment by luke — April 4, 2003 @ 10:49 am

  38. Now thatz wat i call EMOtionial!

    #38 | Comment by luke — April 4, 2003 @ 10:50 am

  39. Ugh. And I went and typed up this whole thing about romance versus sex and blah-blah-blah… and my internet connection dropped, and now I can’t remember a word of it. And now I’m mad.

    #39 | Comment by Umgawa — April 4, 2003 @ 12:23 pm

  40. hey me and my girlfriend broke out because she had the idea that i was to good for her and one day i got tired and told her that yeaah she was right, but right now i kind of wish i could tell her how much i miss her and wnat to fuck her.

    the only problem with me begging her to get back with me is that i gave one her phone # to a friend that is an asshole with girls but told him how to treat her like holding hands and so on. so that she would put out. i was really piss at her for being so dumb so , right now i’m think of moving on with some other girls that would put out.

    #40 | Comment by pete the dumb ass — April 4, 2003 @ 12:35 pm

  41. i got the # for some girl that used to work on the same place as me but them she quit and she is working in some other store. the deal is that i don’t really now what to say to her. i was think of calling her and inviting her out to eat or movies but the deal is that work on the week ends.
    any females help me out with ideas at Hot_giro@lycos.com

    #41 | Comment by pete the dumb ass — April 4, 2003 @ 12:43 pm

  42. to be really honest the only reason why miss my ex bitch hoe is because i need to get laid. love is just abou fucking and and fucking and not being alone. i’m kind of sad because of that reason but other than that i could care less. the only good thing is that i’m going to a club on friday because college people get in for free, hopefully i would get some #s of girls.

    #42 | Comment by is not over until is over (pete the idiot) — April 4, 2003 @ 12:47 pm

  43. "to be really honest the only reason why miss my ex bitch hoe is because i need to get laid. love is just abou fucking and and fucking and not being alone."

    Pete, you are a fucking idiot, and I don’t say "fucking" in the fornication sense. I’m going to have to finish this up tomorrow, though, since I’m about to pass out from a long day of working and drinking.

    #43 | Comment by Umgawa — April 4, 2003 @ 12:51 pm

  44. my girl friend and i were fucking then she suddenly turned me around in the doggy style position and she straped on a dildo with out my knowlege i thought that she way playing with me after we got done fucking. she suddenly stuck the fake pennis up my ass and started fucking me. i was shoked at first but then i realize that i like dick up my ass. i am confused now what do i do. i have been sticking carrots up my ass and i like it at the same time i like fucking my chick what do i do

    #44 | Comment by confused — April 4, 2003 @ 12:57 pm

  45. what the heck…

    #45 | Comment by Susan — April 4, 2003 @ 1:16 pm

  46. My life sucks. I have been carpentering for a while now. And what do I get? A headpiece made of thorns. To the mesopotamians in the eastside, I showed them this cool little trick on how to make wine out of water. And what do they do? They turn into Muslims. For the Semites across the desert, I gave each of the twelve tribes something special – pita bread, matza, bagels, etc. And what do I get? Constant bickering over a stupid piece of land where I was born. I also finally feel ready for a relatinoship. But who can I turn to? My mother’s a stinkin’ virgin, and my father is some non existant heaven dude who really doesnt care about these things. I also made a reservation at Planet Hollywood last thursday on hollywood boulevard but the staff kicks me out. Why? Because they said they had a "no robe" policy. The fuck is up with that? Now, dont get me wrong. Walking on water is cool, especially on sundays off the shores of virgin isle, and I have to say I enjoy thoroughly the funny dude in India who say the end is near whenever I throw a little monsoon his way, but really, in ways you wouldnt believe, my life sucks. -Jesus Spoke

    #46 | Comment by Jesus — April 4, 2003 @ 1:43 pm

  47. post something

    #47 | Comment by uncle pauly — April 4, 2003 @ 2:15 pm

  48. something … oh you mean a real post by the J man or something like that… ya the conversation in here is getting a little dry.. gotta find me more porn to post in here.

    #48 | Comment by Dave Marshak — April 4, 2003 @ 3:51 pm

  49. Hot Steamy Monkey Slapping

    #49 | Comment by Will — April 4, 2003 @ 4:37 pm

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