cinnfuleyes: yeah! uh! yeah! uh! grrr
cinnfuleyes: yo get it twisted
cinnfuleyes: this rap shit is mine
cinnfuleyes: motherfucka
cinnfuleyes: fuck what you heard
psykotik2k: X GON’ GIVE IT TO YA
cinnfuleyes: WHAT?!
psykotik2k: what!
cinnfuleyes: what!
psykotik2k: what!

We are so ghetto rap at heart.

I love Eve. She’s so great. She’s actually called me up all the way from Germany (!) two days ago. I would’ve posted about it earlier but i’ve been having the worst fucking toothache/headache ever. Been bugging me for days. But anyway, yeah, Eve called me up! At 9am in the morning no less. I’m laughing right now just thinking about it because i was just so totally out of it that morning. Yeah, i’m not really a morning person. I actually thought that i was dreaming for the first 5 minutes of the conversation! In fact, i didn’t even realize that it was Eve calling me up because she used her real name when she was identifying herself. So for those first 5 minutes, i was thinking like, “Samantha? I never gave my phone number out to any of my classmates. Maybe she got my number from my website? But wait, i don’t even have my number on my website! I don’t think i even know any Samantha’s from class!”.

So yeah, i was totally confused and pretty much just talking out of my ass for the first 5 minutes or so not even realizing who i was really talking to. Hahaha. It was only when she mentioned the long distance call from Germany did i finally realize that it was actually TEH EVE. And boy did that ever wake me up. I was all like thinking, “Oh shit! Wake up, it’s TEH EVE!”. Haha.

So yeah i probably sounded horrible at the time. But then again the line was pretty bad for her. Apparently there was lots of static on her side but it was pretty loud and clear on my end though. Hopefully all that static drowned out most of the horribleness of my voice. =P

Remind me to call her up at 9am in the morning someday.

cinnfuleyes: people are hilarious when they wake up, but you sounded more aware than i normally would be at 9 am

That was a really nice early morning surprise. We spoke for about 15 minutes. Eve sounds very nice. Very sweet. =] I don’t know how else to describe her voice. Nice laugh too. She laughed a lot. Yeah, i must’ve been pretty hilarious. I’ll get you back Eve!! I’ll call you up at 8am someday!!

In other news, i’ve been listening to a lot of DMX lately. That guy is great. He says “What!” a lot. I love it. I think i’m gonna just start saying “What!” randomly in my posts from now on.

I’m thinking of going to see Cradle 2 The Grave but i dunno. Maybe i’ll just wait for the DVD. I hope it’s better than Romeo Must Die. I didn’t really like that movie that much. Although i did quite enjoy Exit Wounds. Hopefully it’s just as good as Exit Wounds. More hip hop kung fu from Andrzej Bartkowiak. That man never strays too far away from formula.

I bet you his next movie will have DMX in it too.

Oh and by the way, i am a genius.

Told you…



Hey guess what. Meg has a paypal thingy on her site now. I think she’s like 400 dollars in debt or something and she’s accepting money from her viewers to prove their love for her.

I wonder how long it’ll take before we start seeing her on camchores.com. I mean, since she’s already going as far as posting these kinds of pictures up, which aren’t really all that dissimilar from that other pic that Eve put online… and now i really don’t see what all the fuss was about over that. But anyway, i guess it’s just gonna be a matter of time before she starts showing her hoo hoos for more ching ching.

Oh yeah and she’s also offering to make people layouts for cash too. So yeah, if you at least wanna get something for your money, get her to make you a brand spanking new super kewlies layout in place of the hoo hoo pics that she’s not sending out… perhaps not yet anyway. Of course, you could always accept the eternal love she’ll give you for 10 bucks or so.

So, yeah, i have paypal. THANK YOU TO MIKE!! MY JEEBER!!! <3<3<3<3<3 YOU ARE MY LOOOOOOOOOOVER!!!!!!!!” – Meg


But in all seriousness…

Take a lesson from former camtard (her words, not mine) Susan. She been there. Not to the extent of having a paypal button on her site or anything but she knows what it’s like. The camgirl scene.

(All these links are here for you to click on btw)

Cici pretty much summed up my views on camgirls/camtards/camwhores when she said:

“Hmm. It is incredibly tempting to join camportals, like the super kewlll ones that everyone is joining these days. But I’m not going to. AND HERE IS WHY! (Let me all tell you what you already know, in the words of Cici, aka God): Camportals = Hits = Perverts = Annoying IMs = Irritation = Drama = Being a hypocrite and complaining = Eventually shutting down your site. OK. Don’t get me wrong. I used to do it too. To all of you girls that are fine and dandy with your portals, I’m glad you are! So was I! I was like HEHEHE I’m kewl. Ok. Here’s the reality. These girls joining portals for kewl hitz are the ones that are like OMFG. LOOK AT WHAT THIS PERV SAID TO ME. And yeah, I’ve done it too. What the hell do you expect? Do you think men respect you for joining portals and then posting your body and AIM screen name for all to see? No, you’re a piece of meat. Of course, you don’t see it that way when you join the portals. And I’m not saying that’s all it’s about. I’m not even trying to hate anyone that joined portals, almost all of my online friends are on portals, I DON’T CARE WHAT YOU DO!, shit, like I said I had links up to kazoo: VOTE FOR ME! back in the day. Just not anymore. I’d just rather get visitors from people that want to read my site. I was talking to Chel and we both agreed we’d rather get 50 hits a day from people that genuinely read our site and care versus 10,000 hits a day from people that see us as visual pleasures. It’s not a pleasing thought that guys across America are whackin’ to you.”

She seems like a pretty cool chica. I’d IM her and say hi but i’m too intimidated by her. She was one of those super hyper popular camgirls back in the day. Still is actually. Minus all the netpervs that used to make her life a living hell. I think. Go check out her site. It’s purty and her fanbase amazes me. I wish i was that popular. I wish i had boobs.

Anyway, like her, i don’t really care about whether people are on camportals or if they have paypal links on their site or not.

But in the words of one of Meg’s fans:

“why did you go the way of the scum camgirls and put a paypal link. I mean I know why you already posted it but I thought you were better.”

35 thoughts on “What!

  1. This post seems odd, I don’t know why. It’s probably me.

    I will have to admit that I like the pictures of Liz and Meg kissing. Oh my yes.

    I’m guessing Cradle 2 the Grave will be terribly bad, but I’ll be seeing it anyway, if only for the soundtrack (Ms. Union).

    #1 | Comment by Seriously — March 1, 2003 @ 4:26 pm

  2. Was THAT the famous pic?

    How the hell can you be mad at anyone for sharing a pic you uploaded yourself?

    "Bastard! Just because I made this picture of my boobs public, it didn’t mean I wanted anyone to see it!

    Some people deserve all the shit they get.

    #2 | Comment by Kingolf — March 1, 2003 @ 4:32 pm

  3. from what I got it wasnt public, it was on a disc that meg gave to liz and liz gave to justin after he promised to delete the pics of meg. Then he gave them out to eve I guess? And his gf got mad at him because pics of her were on his comp.
    fuck, I dont even know. I dont even care.

    #3 | Comment by Pancho — March 1, 2003 @ 4:53 pm

  4. eh, I don’t see the point of caring about camgirls. I suppose if that’s what they want to do, and people actually give them money for it, more power to em.

    #4 | Comment by charles — March 1, 2003 @ 5:25 pm

  5. i love eve.

    #5 | Comment by Susan — March 1, 2003 @ 5:47 pm

  6. I love lesbians.

    #6 | Comment by Kingolf — March 1, 2003 @ 5:52 pm

  7. LOVE <3 <3 <3

    Love for Justin. Love for Eve. Love for Susan. Love for Cici. Love for this article...

    NOTHIN' but love.

    I'm going home; see y'all on Monday.

    #7 | Comment by thess — March 1, 2003 @ 5:55 pm

  8. not really pancho. basically, the pics were on a disc that meg gave to liz that liz showed me that i was supposed to delete that i did delete that i recovered that i later showed to eve to prove a point all the while telling her not to put the pics online but she did anyway. my gf had nothing to do with the pics. she didn’t even mind the pics at all but yeah, that’s not even the whole story. too long to get into detail. actually it was all explained in the forums not too long ago.

    <3 thess
    <3 susan
    <3 eve
    <3 cici
    <3 my gf
    <3 kingolf?????!


    #8 | Comment by Justin — March 1, 2003 @ 5:56 pm

  9. What!

    Er… in a strictly hetersexual way, of course.


    #9 | Comment by Kingolf — March 1, 2003 @ 6:00 pm

  10. I dunno, I have read so many versions of the story so I am confuzzled. Anyway, back to not caring.

    #10 | Comment by Pancho — March 1, 2003 @ 6:01 pm

  11. What’s the big deal about Meg anyway? She’s fucking hideously unattractive. All she is a pair of large, slovegnly tits. I bet her nipples and everything else are hideous, too. Wagers on how many stretch marks per tit she has?

    #11 | Comment by Bryan — March 1, 2003 @ 6:02 pm

  12. It’s not the tits.

    It’s the bra. Ugh.

    #12 | Comment by KIngolf — March 1, 2003 @ 6:03 pm

  13. its the whole package

    #13 | Comment by gabdabary — March 1, 2003 @ 11:34 pm

  14. I agree it is the package, bring on more packages.

    #14 | Comment by Sliy — March 2, 2003 @ 5:06 am

  15. I got your package swingin, no wait…that’s mine. =\

    #15 | Comment by Bubba — March 2, 2003 @ 6:51 am

  16. Ermm…dont think it is nice talking about Meg like that. After all she is Liz’s good friend.

    <3 liz

    #16 | Comment by JiL0 — March 2, 2003 @ 9:09 am

  17. this post was deliciously fattening. i ate it all up. excellent appetizer with the ghetto rapping. and then the main eve phone call main course… i’m craving one of those now myself. nice side of google searches and then the sinful meg drama and cam gurrrrrl shlop for dessert… divine!

    thank you, justin, for such a wonderful meal. i need to go exercise now.

    #17 | Comment by starzie — March 2, 2003 @ 1:13 pm

  18. it seems no matter what you always bring this up. i know you pride in hurting meg, but do you get off on hurting me too? i like how my feelings mean shit to you.

    it certainly seems that way. & don’t play that innocent card again, justin. because this post was all you. ALL YOU.

    i may not agree with everything meg does. but i will support her because she is my best friend.

    i thought we were done with all this bullshit. but here you go, bringing it all up again.

    (thank you JiLO)

    <3 for Cici because she & i used to be really close friends. we've known each other since before p1nk, when she had sugar-star. soo long, like 2 years.

    i don't know what to say.

    #18 | Comment by liz — March 2, 2003 @ 1:32 pm

  19. Meg has some big Teh-Hitties

    #19 | Comment by Will — March 2, 2003 @ 3:44 pm

  20. I don’t have shit to say about the post because because because, but, I got to Charles’ website, and the explanation of the title of the aforementioned deserves a post from me, because because because.
    I’ll figure out when to make that post because I just realised this isn’t a post about it, because.
    I just put in that ‘because’, because it’s ungrammatical to end a sentence with a preposition.

    As you may have noticed I truly made this post to attempt a post with ten becauses, but that last because might have counted, and it was my eleventh because. And the last mentioned was my thirteenth, so I’ll make my aim twenty becauses and just end by saying because because because because because.

    I bet you counted how many times I said because.

    #20 | Comment by Discommode — March 2, 2003 @ 4:17 pm

  21. No.

    Why don’t you count how many times I say it?

    #21 | Comment by Seriously — March 2, 2003 @ 6:54 pm

  22. Eh. I don’t see Liz’s name anywhere in this post. Why is she getting all upset? I don’t see how this post is bringing up that incident "again". He was just stating his opinions about what the difference was between THAT pic and those other pics. This post is about the paypal link and camgirls, of which, Meg happens to be. Plus, why is it okay for Suzi to refer to Meg and not for Justin? And besieds, like Cici said, Camportals = …… = Drama = Being a hypocrite and complaining = Eventually shutting down your site. If all of this was dropped, then why, in Liz’s first post on fubar since it came back did she even refer to the incident at all and sparking debate about what actually happened in the comments? I haven’t seen Justin ever bringing up the incident in any of the posts he’s made since he came back. And even in the forums, he didn’t even participate in the fight club discussion about Meg. You’ve brought it up more times than he ever has and you get upset? This post isn’t about you Liz. The whole incident wasn’t even about you. If Meg wants to defend herself, she should do it. Not you. If not, then like you said, just drop it. Justin wasn’t even talking about that incident. He was talking about something new.

    #22 | Comment by Buck — March 2, 2003 @ 7:47 pm

  23. Justin-

    I don’t really understand what you are proud about. I mean, basically, you are bragging about your untrustworthiness:
    basically, the pics were on a disc that meg gave to liz that liz showed me that i was supposed to delete that i did delete that i recovered that i later showed to eve to prove a point all the while telling…

    And in doing so, you screwed over the person who gave you the pics as well as Meg. And from what I understood at one point you had nothing but fondness for both Liz and Meg.

    I don’t understand your motives for doing so. And regardless of your motives, I don’t agree with what you did. Nor with those involved in exploiting those photos for humor at another’s expense.

    It actually makes me think less of all the individuals involved.


    #23 | Comment by smash — March 2, 2003 @ 8:22 pm

  24. again, like i said, that wasn’t even the whole story. don’t assume things that you don’t know. only eve, liz, my gf, meg and i know what happened and how it all started. it didn’t even start with the pics getting out. that happened towards the end of the whole so called incident.

    heck, it didn’t even start with me because i wasn’t the one that started any of this so i really don’t have anything to be proud of. eve, liz and i are just caught in the middle of it. i like liz. heck, i even helped liz and meg get free hosting and free domain names when they were having bandwidth problems and stuff. like buck just said, why is it ok for thess, suzi and eve and whoever else to not like camgirls and not for me?

    if it wasn’t for me, some of you probably wouldn’t even know who meg and liz are.

    i’m just saying that meg getting huffy over eve putting up that pic when there are other pics online like that, that meg uploaded herself no less; is just strange.

    again, don’t just assume things that you have no idea about.

    #24 | Comment by Justin — March 2, 2003 @ 8:58 pm

  25. I wasn’t directing my post towards Meg alone, it was about the camgirls like her in general. Meg just happened to be my inspiration for my post when I saw that "Charisma Concepts" b/s on her site, because I seriously found it hard to believe people might pay for that.

    #25 | Comment by Susan — March 2, 2003 @ 9:45 pm

  26. Real sorry bout all this confusion. Have been reading liz’s journal lately and it just came to me that she might feel terrible reading comments about her best friend. That’s all.

    Is a great post btw. From phone calls to google search to camtards.

    #26 | Comment by JiL0 — March 2, 2003 @ 10:05 pm

  27. I didn’t want to post on here, that’s why I wasn’t defending myself. I understand why Justin thinks what he thinks about those pictures, and how they compare to the one Eve posted. However, it was that picture, that picture CD…most of the pics on that CD were pics that were taken by my ex, and I had forgotten that CD even exhisted, as I would like to once again.
    Justin, I dont know what happened…I would love it if you would email me and explain, Liz wouldn’t let me in on the whole thing…I dont know what sparked this…we were e-friends..I guess in reality that means nothing..but i did like you as a person…
    I would like this whole thing to be forgotten, please…you have NO IDEA how bad i feel about those pictures…I see links to them, and i blush…i get embarassed…the stupid thing i did to get hits…
    I really don’t understand the point of hating people on the net, putting so much time and effort into hating someone you will never meet..I am sorry this got taken as far as it did…

    #27 | Comment by meg — March 2, 2003 @ 10:41 pm

  28. okie doke. i’ll email you and tell you everything that i know asap.

    #28 | Comment by Justin — March 2, 2003 @ 10:55 pm

  29. Justin-

    You are right, I shouldn’t jump to conclusions. But I was, for the most part, going off of what you said here. And I quoted what you said about you were supposed to delete pictures but you recovered them…etc.

    So If I don’t know the whole story, fine, but I am ‘jumping to conclusions’ directly from what you said.

    As for not liking camtards, I never even brought that portion up.

    #29 | Comment by smash — March 3, 2003 @ 5:36 am

  30. i know. i was just saying, that’s all.

    #30 | Comment by Justin — March 3, 2003 @ 5:41 am

  31. Ha, I think that’s the most you’ve ever commented on a post on your own site, Justin. Seriously, it’s a revolutionary event. As for the content of these comments, how sad that some people can’t get over a small piece of drama. I’m really more concerned as to why Thess suddenly bailed out of the net than why Meg can’t decide whether she’s a cam whore without programming skills or not. But that’s what the internet is coming to.

    And Justin, the next time I call you, it will NOT be in the morning! 😀 Sleeper!

    #31 | Comment by eve — March 3, 2003 @ 7:19 am

  32. Eve-

    I have an idea on Thess since I saw her post the last day and I actually emailed her an equivalent of a ‘pat on the back’ but I dunno for sure…and I don’t wanna say either way.

    I do miss her site though.

    #32 | Comment by smash — March 3, 2003 @ 9:23 am

  33. I guess it was only up on her site for a short amount of time before she shut it down.

    I think Thess just needs some time.

    #33 | Comment by Seriously — March 3, 2003 @ 10:21 am

  34. wish i hadn’t missed it =/

    #34 | Comment by eve — March 3, 2003 @ 11:12 am

  35. No shit! What the hell makes all these cam girls go an put pay pal and such on their websites?! Then they go an join a portal and other money making nonsense…

    it is so depressing…

    Show them Bobbies for free goddamit!

    #35 | Comment by andres — March 3, 2003 @ 10:23 pm

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