Thanks to the monopoly monopole over here on my side of the world, after 5 weeks of throwing things, repetitive phone calls and mail box checks, I am finally graced with the presence of my flat rate DSL and a few pieces of hardware under my desk.
What the fuck is the world coming to? In my seemingly long break away from the digital computer world, I’ve been swamped with mass media. If it isn’t the shit pop that’s coming from the US and polluting my sattelite, it’s the fucked mom beating her kid. I think I’ve seen that little girl been beat more than I’ve seen the planes crashing into the towers. In addition, everyday I have to see the faces of all the children that are being kidnapped and killed in Germany. So while the US Head Pig Shit Bush is giving Schroeder the silent treatment, the rest of the world is being bombed and people are dying everywhere.
A friend for the last 13 years back home now has AIDS, a brain aneurism, and has about one year to live. My mom just got left by her abusive alcoholic nutcase fuckcase husband and is left unemployed and swamped in bills and suicide threats on the phone to my brother. Everyone is either sick, poor, has broken bones or hernias. If not the above, they’re crying. And I do my laundry in the bathtub. And live off of a large selection of tea and Macedonian wine.
Life is wonderful.
In a sense I am pissed I ended up where I live now, a place I kindly call the ass-crack of the world, and in a sense I’m not. Not a whole lot of drama goes on this house. I worry about whether my plant is getting enough sunlight and what to make for dinner. I study some German here and there, decide whether I’ll leave the house or not, watching Sex and The City reruns and what color pen to use. At the moment, my life is anything but excitement and rainbows, but compared to the rest of the avalanche of hell that hits the media and the people in my life, well.. Not to mention the new springing up of the “OMG SEND ME FAN SIGNS” crowd that I won’t put names to or pay attention to for fear of becoming physically ill. If it needs to be any clearer, there’s a link below.
Und das was. Ich habe fast nichts mehr zu sagen. File this under the “Mediocre BS that pisses me off.”
Bis dann.
Somebody need a hug?
#1 | Comment by HuggyThePanda — October 15, 2002 @ 10:35 pm
good to see you back. you are lovely. <3
I would like to say something that might
cheer you up a little with whats going on
in your life but it probably wouldn't mean
much. :\
#2 | Comment by suzi — October 15, 2002 @ 10:56 pm
Eve, good to see you back, I am sorry that life isnt what you expected but I suppose it never is. I am however glad to see that you are dealing and not giving up. Life is a bed of roses, you just have to watch out for the pricks. (stupid but true) Glad to have you back even under shitty circumstances.
#3 | Comment by Tim — October 15, 2002 @ 11:25 pm
cam sickness to you is cam greatness to me.
#4 | Comment by POOonSHOE — October 16, 2002 @ 1:04 am
want some cheese with that whine?
meg, im sure most people enjoyed it. i know i did! =D
#5 | Comment by mike — October 16, 2002 @ 1:59 am
ahh … glad to see that treacle self-righteousness is as alive in Germany as in the States.
#6 | Comment by big ass ham — October 16, 2002 @ 2:16 am
Eve, you’re a consistently good writer. I’ve realized, though, that coming to Justin’s site means dealing with the (generally) worthless natter of whatever camgirl has caught his attention that month. This blonde will pass just as quickly as the rest of them have. (Except Suzi, who has insane staying power, and proved my opinion of her wrong several times.) Besides, your tits are nicer than hers.
#7 | Comment by thess — October 16, 2002 @ 3:56 am
That’s true. All the way to Eve’s tits being nicer, but most guys can’t complain with free boobie pictures.
#8 | Comment by Bubba — October 16, 2002 @ 4:15 am
Well, for what its worth – reading eve’s posts is the equivalent of literary cock.
Can’t get enough of it.
Let’s hope justin comes to his senses and starts applying some standards of quality as to who gets to post.
Posts like:
I was wondering what everyone thought about tongue piercings….i want one, but i dont know if it would look good, i stretched my ears…it hurt like hell….OH YEAH!!! SUZI!!! I wanna add you to my AIM list cause you sound too fucking cool, doesnt EVERYONE agree? Anyway, my AIM is tvdotNETMegs so if you wanna talk then add me..
Make me want to shoot myself. No joke.
So while I’m sorry to hear you’re having a crappy day/month/etc, I hopeyou take solace in the fact that you’re very much appreciated.
PS: I love suzi – there’s a cool chick and thess – sucks.
#9 | Comment by Prez — October 16, 2002 @ 4:50 am
PS: Thess – as far as I’m concerned you’re a prime example of a, "worthless natter of whatever camgirl has caught his attention that month"…
lets hope that "month" passes quickly… pft.
#10 | Comment by Prez — October 16, 2002 @ 4:53 am
thats the most horroble thing i have ever heard….I like Thess…she is nive, you are quite the opposite however, dont say things if you cant be nice, you dont know how badly it can make people feel…for that matter, you are worthless if all you are here for is to make others feel like shit….
#11 | Comment by meg — October 16, 2002 @ 7:55 am
Yeah, what Meg said. Or, as Yakko once said on Animaniacs, "If you can’t say anything nice, you’re probably at the Ice Capades."
#12 | Comment by Umgawa — October 16, 2002 @ 8:20 am
It’s strange that in this internet life we have a thread starting perfectly fine, slowly but surely we have flames start to creep into, almost seep into the comments. I find it pretty sad, considering that although this site DOES generate a lot of traffic most people don’t stop to read the comments, much less to post to them. But the fact that people can flame each other from miles and miles away(sometimes many miles) I guess gives some people the ‘right’ to do so. I hope that people will take the advice of Meg and others. Hey if you want to go flame, go flame on the boards at Yahoo or somesuch.
http://messages.yahoo.com/bbs?action=topics&board=18934653&sid=18934653&type=r
Enjoy.
BTW I think pretty much everyone who posts here is pretty coo, all part of the community, albeit of wacko’s 😛 but that’s besides the point. Heh
#13 | Comment by Eric — October 16, 2002 @ 9:08 am
wtf the link is broken… 🙁
#14 | Comment by Nissol — October 16, 2002 @ 10:08 am
Ok so you live in a fucked up world. Wah Wah Wah. Who doesn’t ? Great idea, to react on some camgirl. Those pictures really hurt you, huh ? What a shame you were forced to see them. Do also just HATE it, when people post funny things ? They should respect you as the psycho you are, and stop all the humor ! You just had a shitty life, like we give a damn. If you think thats hard (Oh no, I have to study german !) imagine how it would be, to be in say, India. Live for a buck the next week, thats hard. Listening to bs thats NOT hard. Is it SO SO difficult to live in "the ass-crack of the world " ? Try living in Afghanistan, there you gotta fight for FUCKING garbage. There’s nothing good i tv ! Oh no, I better take my own life ! No, thats way to evil. I better kill somebody else ! Pathetic. I’m so fucking tired of you goddamn spoiled baby’s, who think they are the only one suffering. Makes me wanna be a terrorist.#15 | Comment by Kingolf — October 16, 2002 @ 10:25 am
Kingolf: I want to hit you with a stick. In the eye.
okay, I’m done.
Justin: boobehs!
#16 | Comment by Suzi — October 16, 2002 @ 10:35 am
My "month," it was about 2 years ago, when Justin started this site. I’m still around. Oh, and by the way? Only a pussy doesn’t leave their email address.
#17 | Comment by thess — October 16, 2002 @ 10:43 am
Ok here’s another copy of the link click on Amature
http://messages.yahoo.com/yahoo/Science/Astronomy/index.html
#18 | Comment by Eric — October 16, 2002 @ 10:47 am
Oops typo!
Amateur not Amature
sorry about that
#19 | Comment by Eric — October 16, 2002 @ 10:48 am
Fear me ! I’ve been taught how to defend me, if anyone attacks me with a pointed stick !
#20 | Comment by Kingolf — October 16, 2002 @ 10:50 am
Also because I’m a bit bored..for those of you who yearn to know what was said in German here’s a general translation courtsey of the BabelFish ( http://babelfish.altavista.com/tr )
And that’s it. I have almost nothing more to say.
last line is:
until then
Wow that was fun. 🙂
#21 | Comment by Eric — October 16, 2002 @ 10:52 am
really, eve, there’s plenty of room on the web for not only meg’s pictures but also that infinite number of cam jpegs of you with your finger in your mouth.
#22 | Comment by gomer — October 16, 2002 @ 11:15 am
"This blonde will pass just as quickly as the rest of them have."
^ that was nice… really, it was…
#23 | Comment by mike — October 16, 2002 @ 11:22 am
hey eve, never heard from you before tonight, and i am sorry if the pics i posted promted puking, but i like what you have to say, and i am sorry to anyone who we offended…..
#24 | Comment by meg — October 16, 2002 @ 12:16 pm
I think everyone has shitty points in their life and complaining about it relieves a lil of that stress. So all of u who complain about eve’s complaining arent really being very fair. No one is making you read her posts.
And everyone is intitled to their own opinions…but I do think it sucks when you bring other people down. I like meg. I think she’s pretty and her cam pics are fine. I’m a chick, not into the whole boobie thing…but she looks good, why not take cam pics? And I mean all her posted pics here probably got her a shitload of hits on her site. Which is prob what she was after.
ANYWAY, it’s good to see you back.
#25 | Comment by Amy — October 16, 2002 @ 1:12 pm
Gomer: I would like to remove your teeth with pliers.
Eve is an amazing woman and writer. Dont hate her for being adored.
#26 | Comment by 7 upsetting — October 16, 2002 @ 1:39 pm
aw, 7-up, don’t get your cotton crotch in a scrunch. kiss the girl’s ass all you want, but the point is she was going out of her way to be a spiteful bitch. who needs it?
#27 | Comment by gomer — October 16, 2002 @ 1:52 pm
Wouldn’t someone still be able to type after having their teeth removed?? Albeit it would be painful, I think that breaking their fingers would more impact their posting abilities 🙂
If you’re into that sort of thing heh
#28 | Comment by Eric — October 16, 2002 @ 1:54 pm
Im a pussy…
…and this is retarded.
#29 | Comment by POOonSHOE — October 16, 2002 @ 2:16 pm
"HAPPINESS, n. An agreeable sensation arising from contemplating the misery of another." ~Devil’s Dictionary, 1906.
Most of you don’t know me, Meghan will perhaps. Justin knows me simply because I go to the same school as he.
Eve, long time no update. Though as usual I sense negativism in your writing. You are not that bad of a writer, but you never alter or deviate. Every post I have read, every daily deluge I have immersed myself in has been you complaining about something, shunning someone, or just a general statement about how poor life is. Need I remind you that you are in the situation you are now by no hand other than your own. We all make choices, and must live with the consequences as well as the benefits. If you lament where you are, you have the power to change it. You are an adult now and must make choices to reflect as such.
I will leave you educated folk with a saying that Eve, if you are reading this, would be wise to take to heart. "vita non est vivere sed valere vita est" (Life is more than merely staying alive)
#30 | Comment by J — October 16, 2002 @ 2:22 pm
One thing I forgot to mention; your assumptions of Meghan are based off an un-educated guess. You do not know her yet you judge her? Who are you to Judge others? I know Meg, and she is a very nice girl. I would hope that in the future you attempt to acquaint yourself with a person before attacking their character.
#31 | Comment by J — October 16, 2002 @ 2:26 pm
If I am not mistaken, the purpose of this site is for entertainment. What is more entertaining? Pictures of a blonde girl with big boobs, or a post about how crappy one’s life is.
#32 | Comment by POOonSHOE — October 16, 2002 @ 2:58 pm
Wow. Good thing we rebuilt Germany after they went Nazi on the world. We get so much support.
Honey, the reason the US isn’t taking shit from Germany and the world is that if Saddam gives weapons to terrorists, he’s coming at us, not you. We have something at stake. Not Zaire. Not the United Nations. The world is not a democracy. If you want to help, fine. If not, get out of the way and let us preserve a place that isn’t a rat hole or whatever you were whining about.
#33 | Comment by Sloan — October 16, 2002 @ 3:03 pm
I would have to agree with the last two posts (Sloan and POOonSHOE). Both make equally strong arguments.
#34 | Comment by J — October 16, 2002 @ 3:14 pm
I’m not to sure if I have any right commenting on the German-American situation seeing that I’m not an American or a German but clearly the only reason Schroeder isn’t supporting the US’s efforts on the supposed war on terror is because he is up for re-election and wants the anti-American liberal vote. And don’t think anyone in the world actually wants Saddam in power because lets face it….he is an evil totalitarian dictator. I personally don’t support an attack on Iraq for various reasons, one being many Muslims will see it as another attack on Islam which will just cause more terrorist attacks on the US and the Iraqi losses of life will be monstrous.
It’s interesting to see a debate such as this in a comments section of a page that has a picture of Avril Lavigne as the first thing you see…
And for the record with the exception of Justin, Eve is my favourite writer in FUBAR and I’m glad to see she is back online. The Daily Deluge is one of the most brilliant online diary (or whatever it is called) and those who do not see this obviously are blind.
#35 | Comment by Celius_Quin — October 16, 2002 @ 4:03 pm
Am I the only one who likes all of Justin’s girls all the time? <3 you all!
#36 | Comment by puppydog — October 16, 2002 @ 4:13 pm
at least you still have your health, and an internet connection witha computer. Most poor people cant afford those things.
#37 | Comment by Zack Iles — October 16, 2002 @ 4:15 pm
Ohh…And Sloan…with al due respect, the whole "Good thing we rebuilt Germany after they went Nazi on the world" is a low blow. The reason why the US and the UK rebuilt Germany was to avoid that any other Hindenburg’s or Hitler’s ever come to power again. And Germany didn’t go NAZI on the world, in many ways the German people were tricked… The whole problem was after the humiliation of The First World War Germany went through a terrible economic and social decline. Germany needed a strong leader to rebuild Germany and make Germans proud again…the problem was it was Hitler was the only one clever enough to do it. The whole Anti-Semitic thing was mostly a fraud, in many ways was just a Scrape Goat for that Germans can have someone to blame there misery on…In fact most Germans didn’t even know about concentration camps, most thought that the Jews were just being exiled…if word had gone out most Germans would have been sickened by it. Hitler was a bastard…but he was also clever.
#38 | Comment by Celius_Quin — October 16, 2002 @ 4:22 pm
Quick question….does anyone know why it is believed Hitler was Anti-Semitic? Because he believed his father was the illegitimate son of a Jewish man. The same sadistic, hateful and abusive man that Adolph hated so much…was actually Jewish.
#39 | Comment by Celius_Quin — October 16, 2002 @ 4:26 pm
No, "puppydog", I also like all of the girls that post here. I was telling Justin that last night.
#40 | Comment by Suzi — October 16, 2002 @ 5:09 pm
Okay, everyone SHUT THE FUCK UP. I love Meg, shes my closest friend. If she wants to take pics like that, then whatever its her decision. I don’t condone it, I don’t tell her shes a fucking slut. Because I see her for more than a pretty face a big tits. I see her as a person, and you people should too. Do people not make mistakes? Are they not eager to please? And do they not sometimes come into things rather naive? I’m sure EVERY single ‘camgirl’ per say has messed up.
That one shot of my chest is the only one you will ever see. I am not about posting skank pics. I am not about flaunting my body, actually. I don’t really care who stares at my tits (in real life even) because tits are just there–annoyances really.
So get over it. I like Meg, I like Thess, I like Suzi, I like Keli, I like Justin, and I like you too Eve. I think you’re all awesome in different ways. So everyone needs to get over this and move on because its utter bullshit.
#41 | Comment by Liz — October 16, 2002 @ 5:25 pm
wow, liz, now you’ve got a fucking attitude problem. i have liked meg’s attitude since i first saw her pop up on this site, and i didn’t mind her pictures or think they were a "mistake" any more than any other shit people put on their stupid-assed pages.
but i’ll shut the fuck up when i feel like it, and when people post shit for attention on their interactive personal sites, they shouldn’t twist up their knickers when people give them attention.
#42 | Comment by gomer — October 16, 2002 @ 6:47 pm
Meg whines, …for that matter, you are worthless if all you are here for is to make others feel like shit….
Hmmm. Yes most certainly. That’s my sole reason for existing. Just like yours is to ramble on pointlessly about what color nailpolish you should chose, and taking opinion polls on the pros and cons of a of tongue piercings.
Posts like, "I was wondering what everyone thought about tongue piercings….i want one, but i dont know if it would look good, i stretched my ears…it hurt like hell….OH YEAH!!! SUZI!!! " are prime examples that your thoughts ping-pong aimlessly like a pinball from one idiotic thought to another. And before you counter with another brilliant reply, like "you’re a mean, mean guy…", try to see if there isn’t some validity to what I said. Trust me – I’m being nice.
On another note. Thess writes, My "month," it was about 2 years ago, when Justin started this site. I’m still around. Oh, and by the way? Only a pussy doesn’t leave their email address.
Don’t I know it. That’s why I put "month" in quotes, stupid. As far as email goes, there isn’t anything you couldn’t post here, that you’d need to email me for. I wouldn’t hand you my email if you paid me for it. Like I don’t get enough of you here, I need to get personal messages from you via email. Are you mental?
Lastly, kingolf. You’re stupidity gives all danish people a bad name. I’m sure that hardly bothers you, but for the sake of the rest of us, try to get into Megs pants on your own time. No need to bore us with your mindless drivel in the process. I would be funny, if you didn’t insist on posting every 2 minutes. Be careful, or I’ll have your parents restrict your internet access.
#43 | Comment by Prez — October 16, 2002 @ 7:01 pm
That last paragraph of yours was great Prez. w00t!
#44 | Comment by Bubba — October 16, 2002 @ 7:21 pm
Justin POST DAMNIT!!
#45 | Comment by Keli — October 16, 2002 @ 7:28 pm
well said Prez
#46 | Comment by tomagaod — October 16, 2002 @ 7:32 pm
You all have good points. blah blah blah
Seriously though, why are we creating WWIII over here? Because someone posted pics with cleavage?
My fucking GOODNESS. What the hell is the big deal? A girl talks about piercing her tongue and u all spaz.
Sure, maybe it is not "quality" reading but it was my impression that this was not created to be an intellectual site. It’s a funny site. It’s an entertaining site. I don’t think Justin made it to discuss the shit that is going on now.
A serious discussion isn’t a problem…but if you want some hardcore serious reading, dont come here for it, then bitch when it’s not here.
It’s Justin’s site. He gave some girls the right to post here. They’re Meg’s/Liz’s/WHOEVER’S bodies. They can take pics of them. They can post the pics.
Basically, I just think we should all stop BITCHING. If u dont like what you see, stop looking. If you don’t like what you’re reading stop reading it. But no, instead you feel the need to put other people down which is what annoys me.
And meg, I don’t know you, but I go to your site sometimes. Why did you take down your pics? Because people complained? It’s your site and you shouldn’t let other people tell you how to run it.
Stupid, STUPID drama.
#47 | Comment by Amy — October 16, 2002 @ 8:08 pm
I really could use a Justin post about now this string is giving me a headache.
#48 | Comment by Dylan — October 16, 2002 @ 8:28 pm
"In fact most Germans didn’t even know about concentration camps, most thought that the Jews were just being exiled…" – Celius
Oh, so they just wanted to kick all Jews out of the country, not kill them. That’s good. And I understand we rebuilt Germany and Japan — it doesn’t change anything I said. At least Japan doesn’t give us shit.
I, too, am a little bit afraid about the reaction of Arabs if we attack Iraq. Some may argue that Saddam is only an annoying dictator who only kills his own people. People saw Hitler as an annoyance, and nobody did anything about it until it was too late. Is Iraq going to attack us? No. Will they supply those that will with weapons? Probably. But I don’t want to take a chance again. If other countries (Saudi Arabia) are going to defend a dictator who tortures his own people, I say we go there next. Or stop buying oil from them completely.
That said, I appreciate your thoughts, and I agree with some of them.
#49 | Comment by Sloan — October 16, 2002 @ 8:31 pm
Lastly, Prez. You’re stupidity gives all psycho people a bad name. I’m sure that hardly bothers you, but for the sake of the rest of us, try to get into Eve’s pants on your own time.
Now shut the fuck up smartass. Nobody here called you. So fuck off. Maybe I should explain the fucking MEANING of e/n sites, to you since you obviusly haven’t got a clue to it. There IS nothing but "pointless drivel", boobs, porn or opinion polls about tongue piercings. That’s why this page exists.
OK point taken Amy I’ll shut the fuck up now. You’re right about Meg’s Pics too. Oh, and by the way: "getting into Meg’s pants" Yeah of course, that’s exactly what I would be doing, if it wasn’t for the fact’s that shes; A: 17 B: Some thousands kilometers away. I now realise how much of a fucking wimp I was. for trying to be nice. We all now that its only kewl, to be as angry and pissed off as possible. On as many things as possible. I know that now. "Oh, and by the way? Only a pussy doesn’t leave their email address." Well, pussies doesn’t get viruses. Grow up thess. Don’t be a fucking baby to a 14 year old.
That last paragraph of yours was lame Bubba. huk!
#50 | Comment by Kingolf — October 16, 2002 @ 8:43 pm
For the sake of Justin, I will comment. We both agreed that there was obviously a misunderstanding, a misunderstanding about what I wrote.
But what I have to say, isn’t really worth the effort of typing it to appease anyone, so I won’t.
#51 | Comment by eve — October 16, 2002 @ 8:44 pm
yes, Keli is right! Big J needs to post… I told Justin to have the next post and the five following it because there are too many chick posts. BAH!
boobehs. <4 teh justin.
#52 | Comment by suzi — October 16, 2002 @ 9:02 pm
Well yes Sloan, very few people in the Germany at the time were willing to exterminate all Jewish people. Like I said most just wanted them out of Germany for good. And if for a second you are thinking that I support the notion of exiling the Jews out of Germany you are absolutely wrong. I think racism in any shape or form is disgusting and unacceptable. And I appreciate your thoughts as well Sloan I think friendly discussion is healthy.
#53 | Comment by Celius_Quin — October 16, 2002 @ 9:06 pm
To: Eve, Who I’ll call Eva, as in Eva Braun
(For those Non-History Majors; Eva Braun was Hitlers mistress)
You think you’re sooooooo special. Get off your High-Horse, and stop acting like your shit doesn’t stink! First off, You’re a Fucking Communist! Your Anti-American hate speech shows your ignorance. Did you know that America rebuilt Germany after WWII? I’m guessing you didn’t. FYI You should try to reinforce your views and statements with facts. Also, You should question the motives of those you meet in Germany. Seeing that Germany’s known for being a HotBed for misguided youths who really have no clue what they’re talking about. Hey, That’s You! Germany’s also known to be a great place for Terrorists and other "like-minded extremists!"
Bleeding Heart Liberal’s like yourself tend to think w/ their Hearts, not their Heads. Also, you kooks our ALWAYS Offended. Everything’s Offensive! You never want to take responsibility for your actions, "Poor Me!" You’re a Fucking Baby! Do us all a favor and stay in Germany, thanks!
PS- I saw your picture and it was more disturbing then anything that’s ever been
posted on http://www.rotten.com.
Your face, now that’s Offensive!
-The_Dude
#54 | Comment by The_Dude — October 16, 2002 @ 11:01 pm
Who would have thought that somebody named ‘The Dude’ would be so uninsightful?
No matter your narrow-minded ideologies, I agree that the people putting down Meg really need to chill. It is a common fallacy that cynism equates to intelligence. Obviously, that is the case in this situation.
#55 | Comment by Hmmm? — October 16, 2002 @ 11:17 pm