(ps: need more mirrors. post links in the comments if you have one)
Remixed version of the vid! Featuring the (remixed) theme song from REQUIEM FOR A DREAM.
Matt, um… You don’t understand how much I like you. I know you think I like you a lot, but that’s only the half of it… And I know you really don’t want a girlfriend right now, but you have to think what you’re putting me through…
If I can put up with you, and all your shit for this long, I’m obviously gonna stay with you forever… So, uh… I- I really want you to know what you’re missing out on. So, uh, here’s a little bit of, uh, my sexual side.
There’s the cleavage I don’t have. There’s the… boobs I kinda have. Here’s my nice, firm stomach. Boobs, again. Now I pull ’em out. And I… I dropped it. Now.. What do you think about this, matt? You going to, uh, give all this up just because you don’t want a girlfriend? Well, uh…I think you’d be a little bit stupid if you did that…
Don’t you? But, uh, whatever. It’s all up to you. And a little bit. All up to you. And no matter what.. you decide, Matt… I will always understand because.. I’m that kind of person, and just go with the flow. And I never… will underestimate you or your decision, for whatever you pick. And Matt, here’s something I know you want to see… You’ve been waiting a long time for that, haven’t you, Matt? You can have it all, the whole package. All you have to do… is ask.
And I will understand.. whatever you pick cuz I love you, Matt. And you’d be a fool to give this up. Cuz no matter how hard you try, you know. You can’t just give up on me. Because deep down inside, in your little… twisted head…you love me. You’re just afraid to admit it. Cuz you don’t know what’s going to happen to you if you tell the world… how you feel… about me.
Just do it Matt, do it right now. I know you want to. you want to so bad… It kills you. All of this… It really… It really does kill you. Mmm… So… good. Now, uh, let me show you something. This could be you that I’m pressing against, Matt. It could be you… and me. Or it could be you… and some ugly, fat chick that won’t do anything for you. But me, on the other hand… I’ll do anything you ask. All you have to do… Is be nice… And… You’ve got it.
So, Matt, I just wanted to let you know what you were missing out on. And, uh…You decide to change your mind about anything… Just let me know. Cuz I’ll be here. And I totally, and utterly understand.. anything… Tell me. And no matter how much you put me through, I still love you. No matter how hard I try to forget about you. You’re still on my mind.
Forever… and always.
So, uh… Just in case, Matt. Don’t give up. Don’t give up… too easily, cuz, uh… I don’t wanna lose you.
Bye, Matt. I love you.