Justin gave me my login again. (Do I hear a “oh shizzah?”) Then, the site was down… For a brief second I thought that Justin hated me and tore down his site in a desperate attempt to keep me from posting. Yet, that brief second passed, and the site is now up. So I continue…
Hidy-Ho, Bloggerinos! (Is this a blog or e/n or is it all the same now?)
Long time no read, eh? Well I’ve been busy busy busy as a bee souped up on methamphetamines, and haven’t had time to tend to my adoring public. But I do feel that an update on my life is in store, because dammit, I’m in the middle of a crisis. Well… not so much a crisis so much as a crux in my life. I think I hit the point in my college career where I question the validity of everything and everyone in my life. I had a sudden urge last week to sell my posessions, rent a boat, and live out my days in the Bahamas. Crazy, no? Especially for a computer nerd as I. Such is life.
I think I like being single more then I like being boyfriended. And since I have discovered that I just don’t place the priority on a boyfriend as I know I should (and I know others deserve), I think I have no choice but to be single, if anything then to be selfish and save my own sanity. I know it’s bad when I think I can’t sustain a relationship because I value things like friends and volunteer work more then boy… but that’s the way it is. I can’t make accusations or excuses that make me look better; I am just busy.
Speaking of life-altering changes, I think I’m going to take 5 years in college instead of 4. Between the volunteer work I do and classes and friends, I discovered that I don’t have the time needed to devote myself to 16 or 17 credits per term (which my major practically *requires* in order to graduate in 4 years), so I’ll be cutting back for a bit. College is where you make friends for life, right? So why should I shut myself in and not let myself grow as a person? I always thought that I’d take 4 years in college… that’s what I told everyone. But as I get older I realize that not doing everything perfectly isn’t such a bad thing. As long as I’m comfortable with what I’m doing and I have no problem with it… it’s okay, right?
My hair is now brunette. I was always pitch black… with occassional pink streaks, red streaks and sometimes I went a little blonde. Now I have dyed my hair a cutesy little brown –and now everyone thinks this is my REAL hair color. Jeez!
I also got my nipples pierced on my birthday. This is the first time I have posted that information online… eep! My (now ex-)boyfriend and I got our noses pierced not too long ago. And a week or so ago, I went with some friends to get my eyebrow pierced. What’s new? I have no idea… We shall see!
Oh, and my big revelation of the month: I fit into little boys’ clothes. Well, to be fair, it’s fat-kid clothes, BUT ITS STILL A CHILD SIZE. And not even the biggest. I <3 the Old Navy children’s section!