And you know what sucks even more?? The fact that i *may* NOT be able to drop by my ex-school today. Why? Because my dad has to meet up with my uncle to discuss some business type stuff and i *may* not be able to make it to school because it’s pretty out of the way and time isn’t on my side. This is the part where i go: “Nooooooo!!!”. Shit. I kinda promised Jeanne that i’d come on Tuesday (which i didn’t) and then i promised her that i’d come on Wednesday (which i might not be able to do) so this really sucks big time. Ruins my credibility. Blah. And due to this, not only won’t i able to see her and my friends one last-ish time, but i also won’t be able to pick up that photo of Jeanne that she’s gonna give to me which i’ve been pestering her about for the past month or two! This is the part where i go: “Nooooooo!!!” again. Oh well, i guess i’ll just have to improvise somehow….that is *if* i won’t be able to make it to school. Man, why is time so cruel to me? Hmmm….my finger nails are kinda long. I need to trim them. They keep hitting the keys on the keyboard and making annoying clicky sounds. I’m one unkempt mofo i tell you.

Yes, i made up that word. Anyway, argh. This sucks. Not only did i have to get up waaaaay early today, but i’m gonna have to be going to the city with my dad and not with a hot chick (Shawn’s ex-girlfriend). Damn. Anyway, a slight change in plans for everything. I’ve decided to stay over in the city….somewhere…just for a night. I’ll be back tomorrow though. I’m thinking of staying over at Rod’s place. Or somewhere. I dunno. If all else fails, i’ll just make my way to the Airport and camp out there like i did before and just sleep in the departure hall. Heh. I’m bringing my Dreamcast. Whoopie. Show-off time.

My right hand hurts. No i haven’t been jerking off or anything. I’ve spent the last 2 hours playing Sword Of The Berserk: Guts’ Rage. I’ve bashing away at those Dreamcast joypad buttons so many times, i feel like my thumb’s gonna fall off. Today’s been a pretty boring day. I’m off to the city tomorrow to go to the Ministry Of Education. Just for a day. I’ll probably be going with my dad. Shawn’s ex-girlfriend’s going there too tomorrow. What a coincidence. She kinda offered me to go with her. So hmmm…should i go with my dad or should i go with a hot chick? Choices choices…..

God why is today such a boring day? Not even chatting with Shawn’s ex-girlfriend on IRC (which i’ve just been doing) can salvage this horrendously bore inducing day. I swear, if this day can get even more boring that it already is, i’ll start camping out in the clock tower in town and start sniping people with my air gun rifle thing.

Now if only i had an air gun rifle thing. Shit.

What Bence said:

What you need to make a good page: – Bence@ 7:52 AM EST 08/27/00

1 – a lot of free time
2 – a really bad social life
3 – good writing skills (don’t even start a page unless you got A’s in highschool english)
4 – dedication (if you only want hits, please don’t make a page cause it will suck and you’ll

I think that pretty much sums me up.

Eheheheh…um…i kinda made a slight mistake when i said that i was gonna drop by into school again today. Turns out that it’s happen on WEDNESDAY (tomorrow) and not today (Tuesday). So sorry about that to those of you who were expecting me to magically appear in school during lunch time today(i.e. Jeanne etc etc). Anyway, yeah, i’ll be in school tomorrow. Not today. Somehow i thought yesterday was Tuesday for some odd reason. Blah.

I feel like posting a few chat logs. Here’s a few snippets of AIM with TheNekkidGnome. This one’s mainly about breasts. Mostly because it’s my ‘Thought of the day’ (for the past 4 days i think. Haha. Oxymoron). Neech.

TheNekkidGnome: you like breasts??
psykotik2k: don’t you?
psykotik2k: hmm..i gotta change that later
TheNekkidGnome: HELL YEAH!!!

It’s goes on for a bit.

psykotik2k: been to http://ilovebacon.com/women?
TheNekkidGnome: no
psykotik2k: it’s ….interesting
TheNekkidGnome: yeah
TheNekkidGnome: ahhh…this girl…her boobs…BOUNCING!!!
psykotik2k: i know..great isnt it?
TheNekkidGnome: they fuckin slap her in the face
psykotik2k: haha..i know..i downloaded that
TheNekkidGnome: i love this site!!!
TheNekkidGnome: so…. many…. boobs…. bouncing…. cant…. stop…. staring… ahhh…. must… quit… staring………..
TheNekkidGnome: *prys eyes off screen*
psykotik2k: there’s this one with a girl running topless on a beach.
TheNekkidGnome: there is like 6 of them
psykotik2k: her boobs are so big and they like…bounce every which way possible
TheNekkidGnome: ha

Okay. I think that’s enough of breasts. It’s pretty ironic that i’m posting all of this up considering i did a post about perverts earlier today. =] Anyway, Jeanne was online today. Her PC’s been broke for a while. It just started to work today. I haven’t done any ‘Jeanne-isms’ in a while. Here’s my ICQ chat log with her.

Jeanne: Hey!!
Me: how’s it goin? got your pc fixed?
Jeanne: YEAH!!!! i’m so happy, it just started working today…….aaaahhh!!! so, how are you?!
Me: i’m fine..just got back from town..had a haircut =] you?
Jeanne: ehehe, how does your hair look? i’m alright, don’t like jis any more tho. well, i like the ppl but i dont really like the teachers, i really wish i was back at isb. i’ll stop my moaning and groaning. i had a fun weekend, went to asma and got pretty pissed….had to miss skool today! hahaha…….
Me: heheh…rough night eh?
you’ve only been in school for what…. 6 weeks? and already you hate it? wow.
my hair? it looks surprisingly okay for once.
Me: did you get my email?
Jeanne: yeah! i did. sorry for being a bum and not replying sooner. when are you going to malaysia?
Me: it’s okay…no worries =]
Me: i’m leaving this sept 2nd…this saturday to be exact…i dont think i’ll be able to see you all before i leave =/
Jeanne: fuck! thanks a lot for telling me!
Me: i did tell you! didn’t i?? =/
Jeanne: NO!!!!! oh, JUSTIN!!!! how could YOU?!?!?!
Me: you did know i was leaving and starting Uni this sept 5th riiiiight?
Jeanne: NO!!!!!
Me: bummer.
Me: well this is my last week here……i’ll probably pop by into school tomorrow….*hopefully*
Jeanne: yeah right!
Jeanne: oh, but please come in at some point!
Me: i’ll try! i’m coming down to bandar anyway…and i’ll try to get an excuse to come back to school for a while to see you…all
Me: i will……try to at least
Jeanne: PUHLEEEEEEEEESE!!!!!
Me: will i get a photo of you?
hehe
Jeanne: yeah….man, am i terrible or what. i WILL get a photo, i promise
Me: yay! =)
Me: i’ll be sure to drop by….maybe during lunchtime or something..
Jeanne: YESSSSSSSSS!!!!!
Me: heheh…can i post this conversation on my site? hehe j/k =]
Jeanne: you can if you want

It goes on for a bit. Then, in the very end, she says:

Jeanne: okee then, bye….*huuuuggzzz*

*Sigh* I was cyber-hugged. Oh well. At least i’ll finally get a photo of her tomorrow. Oh how i wish i could just post up her pic that i have on this site for all of you to see.

Believe it or not but i’m actually a bit hesitant to play Resident Evil: Code Veronica. No wait…make that a bit scared. Anyone of you who’s already played any previous Resident Evils will know what i mean. It’s not that i’m freaked out by it or anything, it’s just that i don’t wanna die while playing it (My character…not me). I hate dying and having to back track from my last save point. And besides, i just don’t wanna get scared by some stupid zombies or fuckin’ zombie dogs and whatnot. I mean, shit, it’s only a freakin’ game! But hey, if a game can bring out such emotions like fear and hesitation……it must be good. As Resident Evil Code: Veronica is.

I went into town todday. Bought 4 (four) game magazines (2 Gamefan’s, 1 PC Gamer and a N64 magazine…….can you tell i’m a videogame freak?) and i had a haircut. Surprisingly, this is one of the very few times where my haircut actually came out decent looking in the end. I usually have fucked up hair. It has a life of it’s own i tell you.

I often wonder about this…. Okay, whenever a guy acts a little sex crazed or stares at another girls breasts or whatever, the girl would almost always call that guy a pervert. But lets say a girl did the exact opposite and starts staring a another guys crotch or butt. Can that girl be called a pervert too? Because in all my life, i’ve never heard anyone call or brand a girl as being a pervert. Maybe i haven’t lived long enough yet but i swear i’ve never heard a girl being called a pervert before. I was just wondering if anybody else has in their experience.

It’s Monday. I just got up. I need to take a bath. I have a craving for chicken pie.