psykotik2k: jenn… do you think it’s a good idea to stay friends with someone you just broke up with?
psykotik2k: just a general question
Teflon Parakeet: No.
Teflon Parakeet: Hate and spite and anger and bitterness.
psykotik2k: yeah..
psykotik2k: i’ve been feeling some of that
Teflon Parakeet: Hurt and disillusionment.
psykotik2k: most of that actually
Teflon Parakeet: Lies and regret and jealousy and fear and despair.
Teflon Parakeet: Emptyness and heartbreak and wistfulness and even more burning red hate.
psykotik2k: all of that

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So Lizzie and i were talking and i decided that it’s time to retire the site. I’ve been going through a lot of heartache this past week and i haven’t really been paying much attention to the site anymore. I just don’t have my heart into it. Posting has become something of a chore now. No inspiration, no motivation… heck, that masturbation post i just posted… it was recycled. I posted up that little tidbit back in February 2001. Ironically, right after i’d broken up with my 8th ex. COINCIDENCE?

I dunno guys. I just don’t have my heart in it anymore. This past week has been HELL for me. And i still haven’t recovered one bit. I’ve never been hit this hard by a break up before. This was the most serious relationship i’d ever been in. I lost a large part of my life when i lost her. And i don’t think i’ll ever be the same again. And i’ve gotten so fucking emo as a result. Again, another bitter twist of fate… posting about emo and then becoming emo.

I won’t bother with a long goodbye. I’ll just end it here. FUBAR will no longer be updated anymore.