Stupid has collapsed upon itself. Again.
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Stupid. Trans-stupid. Meta-stupid. 2.
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Alright alright
Amanda Bynesssss
AmngStarz: doode that pic you put on the left up top
AmngStarz: scary as fuck
AmngStarz: she looks too perfect
AmngStarz: psycho
AmngStarz: scary
AmngStarz: like shes gonna bite me
AmngStarz: im serious
Dionysus742: the top left pic of bynes on the site is starting to freak me out
Dionysus742: its looks doctored or some shit, her eyes look soul-less or some crap
Dionysus742: evell i tell you
Vassilios10420: i dont like seeing that chick when i pull your site up
Vassilios10420: she looks to young man
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To: psykotik@gmail.com
Subject: Avril Withdrawls
From: “Nick” dionysus187@msn.com
Date: Sun, Apr 6 2003 7:29:56 PM -0400
Apparently thanks to your site I’m developed an addiction to seeing avril. Now that you changed your site layout (had your page as homepage) its really fucking with my head. I’ve had to get a massive collection of avril pictures and look at them 3 times daily to stay sane. Seeing bynes isn’t cutting it either. Especially that picture at the top left of her smiling, she’s fcking possessed. Bring back avril or I’ll have to take drastic measures that have yet been conceived by man.
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Update:
PacManJesus: now that people mention it, that picture in the upper left is thuroughly frightening
PacManJesus: she looks like she can see into my soul and suck all that is good straight out of me
Girls don’t?
06/4/03 3:08 PM
psykotik2k: so. do girls really sweat under their boobs. i’ve always wondered.
Teflon Parakeet: Girls don’t sweat.
psykotik2k: lol
(flashes back to…)
28/1/02 4:47 PM
Teflon Parakeet: everybody knows that girls dont poop
Teflon Parakeet: or fart
Teflon Parakeet: or sweat
Update:
06/4/03 3:15 PM
l2icochet: in minescule amounts, there is boob sweat. Jen lies.
I wonder…
psykotik2k: i wonder what avril’s nipples look like
psykotik2k: i bet they’re like natalie portman’s
Teh Bubba: i bet they’re like my nipples…
psykotik2k: sexy
Teh Bubba: indeed
psykotik2k: hairy nipples
psykotik2k: i wonder if she plucks her hairy nipples
Teh Bubba: i wouldn’t if i were her.
Teh Bubba: hairy nipples are punk!
psykotik2k: i wonder if she has a hairy butt
Teh Bubba: or hairy palms…
psykotik2k: i wonder if her legs are hairy
Teh Bubba: i wonder if her toes are hairy
psykotik2k: i wonder if her armpits smell
Teh Bubba: i wonder what kind of smell her armpits would emit…
Teh Bubba: i wonder if they smell like avocados. mmmmm…avocados…
psykotik2k: i wonder if she sweats alot
Teh Bubba: i bet she does, i bet she does.
psykotik2k: i wonder if she sweats under her boobs
Teh Bubba: mmmm…sweaty boobs.
psykotik2k: i wonder if she’ll suck my dick
Teh Bubba: mmmmm…..your dick…no wait…
Gay Bubba. Gay.
She looks good in a skirt though no?
IMs and e-mails
I was bored. So i decided to unblock the people that weren’t already on my buddylist so that they could IM me. If you’ve ever wondered what it’s like to be me, and what kinds of IMs i usually get, well…
30/3/03 10:39 PM
Tyler560: why won’t treble chager come to the states?
23/3/03 10:38 AM
perutaisgod: r u avril lavigne
02/4/03 5:13 PM
FuguePartisan: he was a man… well, more like a dragon-man… or maybe just a dragon- but he was stil TROGDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR
04/4/03 11:54 PM
AJisKewl: The smiling frog winks at me….then frees his young companions
AJisKewl: Please, the elephant has a brain Tumor
02/4/03 3:25 PM
juice2027: i wanna know.. how many times you have been random messaged since u unblocked everybody….
juice2027: e-pimp.
28/3/03 11:30 PM
WhackedSka: so your not avril?
WhackedSka: so your not really avril?
WhackedSka: see your not cuz avril would answer back, defending her avrilness
WhackedSka: your a poser
02/4/03 6:04 PM
NorthKoreanP0wer: how do i become as cool as you?
04/4/03 10:46 PM
ObsesiveInsanity: youre avril lavigne right?
Sigh.
So i got this e-mail a coupla days ago.
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To: psykotik@gmail.com
Subject: hey im sorry
From: “Beth Dougherty” beth_157@hotmail.com
Date: Sat, Mar 29 2003 5:21:18 AM +0000
hey, i know you dont really know me but i have kinda talking to u on AIM, my name is beth, my screen name is BrandX2wo my friend joe had givin me your screen name and told me that you yourself were avril, n then i went to your site n i realized you werent, i am a big fan of hers n im sorry if i caused u any inconvenience. i would like it if u would email me back n let me know u got this email alright… thank you
sincerely,
beth
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Aww. Poor girl. Anyhow, i figured i’d just try IMing her and talking to her. Just to see if she’s new girlfriend material. Haha. I kid. She’s like what, 16. That’s like Suzi’s age. EW. Anyway, so i’m talking to this girl and we’re talking about Avril and how she wants to hump her (she bisexual apparently) and then she direct connects to me and sends me a picture of herself! And i didn’t even have to ask!
I don’t think she’ll mind me posting that pic up. I mean she has the same pic on her Hot or Not page and this Bang Me thingy that she has. Kinda like Hot or Not. So yeah. It’s not like you can’t find that pic online or anything.
You know, sometimes i wonder why i don’t just go out there and take advantage of these kiddies and get them to just send me pictures of their naked boobs. I’m sure they probably would. I mean, look, i didn’t even have to ask her for that pic! And remember that balloon girl? The 14 year old? She sent me a picture of herself in a bikini top sitting in front of a birthday cake! And i didn’t even have to tell her to do that for me!
Damn me for being such a nice guy and not wanting to take advantage of my power!
02/4/03 3:33 PM
DrunkenGorg: Hey, this is the guy from theRut.org. You were posting soemthing about emo earlier, and I found this… http://www.dobi.nu/emo
Hahaha. Speaking of EMO…
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To: psykotik@gmail.com
Subject: Possibly Faggot Looking EMO sighting
From: “Nick” dionysus187@msn.com
Date: Thu, Apr 3 2003 5:54:48 AM -0500
I don’t know if you heard/seen this band called AFI on MTV but i saw them twice with some song thats apprently a prelude to something (ghey).
Anyway i couldn’t really understand WTF they were singing about but it sounded like he was saying “i will follow” a lot and yelling words for a long time but he didn’t sound like the devil when he did it so I assume its some kind of EMO crap. On top of that the lead singer had hair down to his ass and the guitarest had a dykie looking haircut and it was a dude. And at some point in the song when he wasn’t yelling crap him and the guitarest were really into each other staring at one another. The drummer and other guitarest weren’t getting much camera time so I assume they were the sex gimps of the other two.
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You’re probably talking about A Fire Inside. How do i know this? Google of course. Did you really think i’d know anything about music at all aside from Avril Lavigne?
Ooh ooh. Speaking of Avril Lavigne, how about that new video of hers eh? Especially that part where she stagedives into the crowd. I was watching her ‘making the video’ thing for that video and she was like saying how the guys in the crowd were like groping her and grabbing her ass and stuff and i was like “AHH I WISH I GOT TO GROPE AND GRAB HER ASS!!”. But oh well.
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To: psykotik@gmail.com
Subject: I made a game.
From: “Will Boyd” will@gearfactory.net
Date: Thu, Apr 3 2003 7:21:11 PM -0500
Hey Justin. Remember that half Korean webmaster from Gear Factory? Yeah, it’s me.
I made this game called Align 4. I’m all proud of it because it’s my first public software release. Anyway, I’m freely distributing the game as freeware, and I was wondering if you could help me spread the word by plugging my game on your site.
URL for the game: http://www.gearfactory.net/align4.php
By the way, I added your link back to Gear Factory. I took it down a long time ago when your site seemed to be gone (which, looking back, seems to happen a lot), and never got around to putting it back up. But then, I’d feel guilty asking you for a plug without even linking to your site, so I took care of that.
Later.
Will Boyd
www.gearfactory.net
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Anyway, that’s it for now kiddies. And remember girls, SHOW ME YOUR BOOBS. Voluntarily of course.
So…
Amanda Bynes?
Okay i changed my mind
psykotik2k: jenn… do you think it’s a good idea to stay friends with someone you just broke up with?
psykotik2k: just a general question
Teflon Parakeet: No.
Teflon Parakeet: Hate and spite and anger and bitterness.
psykotik2k: yeah..
psykotik2k: i’ve been feeling some of that
Teflon Parakeet: Hurt and disillusionment.
psykotik2k: most of that actually
Teflon Parakeet: Lies and regret and jealousy and fear and despair.
Teflon Parakeet: Emptyness and heartbreak and wistfulness and even more burning red hate.
psykotik2k: all of that
Hahahaha
April Fools!
The end
So Lizzie and i were talking and i decided that it’s time to retire the site. I’ve been going through a lot of heartache this past week and i haven’t really been paying much attention to the site anymore. I just don’t have my heart into it. Posting has become something of a chore now. No inspiration, no motivation… heck, that masturbation post i just posted… it was recycled. I posted up that little tidbit back in February 2001. Ironically, right after i’d broken up with my 8th ex. COINCIDENCE?
I dunno guys. I just don’t have my heart in it anymore. This past week has been HELL for me. And i still haven’t recovered one bit. I’ve never been hit this hard by a break up before. This was the most serious relationship i’d ever been in. I lost a large part of my life when i lost her. And i don’t think i’ll ever be the same again. And i’ve gotten so fucking emo as a result. Again, another bitter twist of fate… posting about emo and then becoming emo.
I won’t bother with a long goodbye. I’ll just end it here. FUBAR will no longer be updated anymore.